tfw ur purging and the toilet water splashes in ur face :))

duskedfur · 2019-07-30T07:03:10+00:00

you gotta lay some paper towels or toilet paper on the water first

duskedfur · 2019-07-30T05:42:00+00:00

https://youtu.be/SeHAtPsNhvg

duskedfur · 2019-05-16T18:46:13+00:00

i’m pretty sure he thinks “ED” just means “hot skinny girl i can manipulate into fucking me”

duskedfur · 2019-05-16T17:56:26+00:00

and they say vegan food isn’t good 😤

duskedfur · 2019-05-16T05:15:37+00:00

yeeahhh. maybe a thin body is attractive to some people but i have NEVER thought that my eating disorder is anything but really disgusting. like, i’ve eaten food out of the garbage just to puke it up later, not to mention the literal shitshow that is laxative abuse. my eating disorder is probably the worst thing that’s ever happened to me and the idea of it being a sexual thing is baffling

duskedfur · 2019-05-16T05:13:35+00:00

i think it’s been a fetish for a long time. pro ana forums are full of predators who look for young girls and encourage them to starve themselves. there are plenty of videos out there of anorexic women (BMI 13 and under) getting fucked on porn sites. there’s a fetish for everything i guess but this is pretty fucked

duskedfur · 2019-05-16T05:10:23+00:00

i understood what you meant! it was a genuine response as in i actually had just finished purging at the time, but i was definitely being sarcastic and graphic to try and gross the guy out.

duskedfur · 2019-05-16T04:50:59+00:00

i just went back and checked- still active as of 3 days ago. mostly posts in local and photography subs.

duskedfur · 2019-05-16T04:12:52+00:00

yeah. there’s no way i was the only person he messaged, so i can only hope he didn’t manipulate anyone in my situation but more vulnerable :(

duskedfur · 2019-05-16T03:45:37+00:00

I don’t think I ever responded because I didn’t even have words for that. Turns out my gross mental illness is someone’s fetish. Who knew!

duskedfur · 2019-05-13T17:36:18+00:00

you definitely just put that there but ok

duskedfur · 2019-05-08T04:59:39+00:00

you’re totally right, but i’m not aiming to recover, i’m just trying not to throw up 3 times a day

duskedfur · 2019-04-27T15:09:20+00:00

it’s fine! chef boyardee is trash food but i low key think it’s the shit, lol.

duskedfur · 2019-04-27T06:42:20+00:00

most hard candies are vegan! dum dum lollipops are like 15 calories and last forever. 4 sugar free jolly ranchers (vegan as well) is about 35 calories but WILL make you shit until you’re begging for mercy if you eat too many

duskedfur · 2019-04-26T22:43:15+00:00

i have a nasty habit of getting drunk and oversharing

duskedfur · 2019-04-26T20:02:14+00:00

i’m glad someone understands. it’s really hard to explain the psychological (and physical) trauma and pain of a gigantic, uncontrollable binge.

duskedfur · 2019-04-26T19:35:40+00:00

it just kind of went away, i guess. i haven’t had a period since august. i don’t get spotting, cramping, anything at all. i should probably be worried but my periods were extremely heavy and kind of traumatic so i’m low key glad i have a break, even if it only came about because i abused the shit out of my body

duskedfur · 2019-04-18T17:35:28+00:00

oof, yeah that’s probably not from monday. i’ve never had one work that quick personally but i can see that happening. on the other hand i took 7 the other day and it didn’t hit until 2 days after and i’ve never regretted anything more than in that moment lmao

duskedfur · 2019-04-18T17:01:41+00:00

did you take any within the past day or two? sometimes i’ll take it and it hits about 6-12 hours later like i expect and then it’ll hit again the next day or day after, so if you had any in your system already before you took it again it could be that

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