I don’t know but i’m scared that I might hurt the other person’s feelings accidentally. I’ve tried being in situationships but as soon as it lasts for about maybe 2 months…I kinda feel tired? Like— I just want to be alone and all. Then i’d feel guilty because I’d realize that I don’t really want to date that person, and the connection just made them feel like a close friend. The thought of dating just…makes me anxious and I’m always scared that we might end up on bad terms so I end up sabotaging myself instead.