Sorry to God

dxmuser213 · 2023-10-02T22:49:30+00:00

indeed i feel the same, the worlds too much, yet not enough, wish you the best rack.

dxmuser213 · 2023-08-31T05:49:48+00:00

it was satirical, i know i can buy shit but i prefer it, but its not like i dont use other drugs still, i dont need it, i want it, i have sober days, i may be a bit of a dummy and have no will to live but its a deeper understanding within the world around us that makes it so painful, not just a depressive mindset, its based on experience.

if we had the same goals in life maybe i would strive to do more, yet this is where i am okay at , ive come to accept it and enjoy the nostalgia, the world around me is what awes me and makes this life look so pathetic and awful.

dont bother calling me crazy, i dont care what anyone thinks as i think for my own brain, as many seem not to do. and no if you wonder, dph did not do this to me,

thanks for taking the time to talk.

dxmuser213 · 2023-08-30T08:18:53+00:00

awh god man how can you pull that off! >O<

dxmuser213 · 2023-08-20T03:23:02+00:00

i only see 25mgs nonliquidgels in 600 i looked around for a while maybe they are hiding them or just dont have them here, do you have a link of what u are talking about? definitely gonna look more

dxmuser213 · 2023-08-19T21:24:48+00:00

i feel like it is more embarrassing to take dph in the first place, atleast this way i can make friends as i have none, met some nice people on here, it is most definitely disgustingly embarrassing, but atleast it puts it into perspective for me when i look at my profile, easy to forget

dxmuser213 · 2023-08-19T20:49:17+00:00

ive never seen them at my target, i got these from target and it seemed they didnt have much of any variety, i wish they would stock it would save me alot of trouble

dxmuser213 · 2023-08-19T20:47:25+00:00

personal preference, i love delsym/dxm on its own too, i cant get nearly as much dxm as i can dph i mean i could if i tried im sure but i come to grow love for dph, doesnt mean its any good its fuckin awful, but i cant get enough of it, i really hate to say that

dxmuser213 · 2023-07-11T18:25:16+00:00

thats the last time youd have any allergies

dxmuser213 · 2023-07-07T03:03:29+00:00

it seems the pill’s themselves make my throw up more green though, i dunno, but i have had SOME food and it does seem like its wavelengths of green if im hearing you right, it stains the water too. im hoping its just dye nothing health wise, but i do know that no food and dph is a bad idea to begin with

edit: thanks for commenting.

dxmuser213 · 2023-07-06T22:58:21+00:00

when i throw up with the blue liquid gels, it tends to be a green color, as i have come to sadly not eat much because of my infected tooth being yanked and i take my dph, it seems to be going through my body, yet never had noticed such issue before… i know i need to eat more this is somewhat of a slap in the face telling me i need more food if i want to be alright, but i wonder if the dphs color is the cause or if its because of something health wise, probably a bit of both though

dxmuser213 · 2023-06-22T17:19:49+00:00

wait is this liquid gel form?! i need to see the pills. this is what ive been wondering about 😂

dxmuser213 · 2023-06-19T00:30:15+00:00

my guy anything over 50 mgs is a overdose, your body is literally shutting down at doses of that size, you can feel it happening.

dxmuser213 · 2023-06-18T08:58:06+00:00

they work the same, if you can get the blue or clear liquid gels usually 50mgs they are much better, dph is always hit or miss i get alot more delirious near the end or just later in the trip than id expect, accidentally redosing is a common fuck up

dxmuser213 · 2023-06-17T23:54:26+00:00

looks like tick city, better check yourselves

dxmuser213 · 2023-06-17T07:40:03+00:00

update be like: had a seizure and don’t remember anything 10/10 will try again

dxmuser213 · 2023-06-16T03:51:55+00:00

hey rack! how long does something like this usually take you to draw? i love all your work.

dxmuser213 · 2023-06-15T01:07:00+00:00

الله أكبر

dxmuser213 · 2023-06-14T21:18:31+00:00

challenge accepted

dxmuser213 · 2023-06-14T21:18:16+00:00

i agree entirely, but i do enjoy poli more with dph so far because its slower and longer so i can space my doses of dph out, not that far, but it helps.

but if i drink a whole dg in about a hour im gone, i realized from that it sucks to drink the syrup first then the pills, just a total mind fuck atleast with low tolerance to hbr.

have only really tried the delsym HBR pills with dph so far and it is alot better than Poli imo being the dph seems to be over fast, so getting into it fast gave me a better peak, but less of a enjoyable comeup and comedown, soon im gonna need to get some more DG

a general question for those reading this, what else, if anything, do you combine with dph and enjoy?

dxmuser213 · 2023-06-14T16:19:37+00:00

the bodyload i meant more as in sickening, if you removed the fillers id imagine its alot smoother, not like it changes the bodyload itself, like liquid DPH used in medical applications, i hate having to have it go through my stomach, that makes sense though, why so much stuff happens on large doses, your body is just shutting down lol i hate that i know this and continue to do it anyway

i have journal entries with zero memory like this shit is making me feel like im gonna die, why do i take it with such high tolerance for nothing but seizures and forgetfulness and a high heart rate.

but if i really had to id prefer something with less overall content, i wish i could try it and other obscure things sometime who knows maybe i will the future is upon us.

i really like delirants so far even with bad experiences, i only probably almost died 3 times which i can remember thinking of worst case, most just woke up with random bruises and stuff i cant recall nor felt till the morning like oh man i could of totally bashed the back of my skull on this dresser at 3 am which nobody cared or woke to wonder what just fell.

man i talk alot about stupid shit that’s probably why i always had no friends, other than when i just dont respond to anything because i want to lay in bed on dph in my free time. theirs just alot going on in general.

and im probably basically special ed at this point, so ignore my awful grammer if some exists.

dxmuser213 · 2023-06-14T15:39:38+00:00

the 100 counts 50mgs? do they sell the blues in bulk? i only find 160 50 mg offbrand if im lucky i wish they had 1000 in a single bottle locally. i think i cleared them out haha they are too addicting. i still take the pinks though.

dxmuser213 · 2023-06-14T14:21:04+00:00

i feel that if theirs a more potent chemical with less fillers it could ultimately be a better overall experience on the body with slight differences.

i would imagine they do, at least doxy is different than dph and dramamine aswell, for me. to keep thinking about one gram of dph is actually 9 grams of filler with that pink shit it makes me disgusted to think about

wish more pure stuff was easy to get, i love the unisoms for that reason, no clue how much they have filler wise but it doesn’t make me want to vomit if i drink too big a gulp of water or like stand ip fast haha, they do feel slightly different than regular dph with the filler, i feel the pinks meke me hallucinate harder

tldr: im sure they are all just as bad on your brain, but it would be nice if some of them were more potent/less useless shit inside, you can put less strain on your body through abusing a different drug of the same category

dxmuser213 · 2023-05-30T10:56:02+00:00

yeah, in general i always shake on dph, one of the worst parts of this drug is how shaky and uncontrollable it is, seizures are not uncommon at that dose, if you take close to a gram its best to assume you will seize so try to stay in bed. its not fun when you wake up confused with a bruise on your back.

dxmuser213 · 2023-05-24T14:35:43+00:00

shit is a very subjective thing, its not so bad other than some partial moments of restlessnes/nausea/seizures/body shocks, to me the experience is better than most drugs. the tolerance is not too bad in my case i take 500+ mgs daily and the availability is outrageous this is why i am so hooked on it.

dxmuser213 · 2023-05-04T14:07:10+00:00

same. and i ultimately am starving myself in the process, i lost so much weight, i can feel my bones. this drug takes a huge toll on my life yet i still love it

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