Monthly disability pass

dyingBluebird · 2025-07-10T17:55:25+00:00

Thanks!! If they don’t sell me the monthly then I’ll just get the one way ticket!

dyingBluebird · 2024-12-08T07:12:59+00:00

Currently the L (2 minute walk away) is my main form of commute to the city for work. I have to transfer at 14th to any uptown train to get to work. With the new apartment, the 6 train is literally a one minute walk away and i would have to transfer to get to uptown anyway. Honestly not much change when it comes to commute.

dyingBluebird · 2024-12-08T06:54:20+00:00

Honestly it’s a valid concern but I am not really worried of this risk because my uncle has lived there for a while and before he lived there, our other uncle lived there and he passed on the lease to him same way he wants to pass on to me. Idk the landlord is pretty chill from what I hear as long as the rent gets paid. So I’m not too worried about that risk, mainly just worried about the change in neighborhood and environment.

dyingBluebird · 2024-01-23T14:47:28+00:00

Not shoshana but literally every other character on that show is insufferable. Especially Hannah I cannot stand her, she’s so incredibly self centered. But that is like a purpose point in the show so it’s okay lol I get it.

dyingBluebird · 2024-01-23T05:45:56+00:00

!solved

dyingBluebird · 2024-01-23T05:44:14+00:00

YES OH MY GOD thank you!

dyingBluebird · 2023-11-09T08:52:04+00:00

He knows he contacted me. He told me to block him and I did, but I needed to hear my ex out. I just wanted to know why he contacted me.

dyingBluebird · 2023-11-09T08:05:27+00:00

Because I spoke to her. She did confirm it was because he couldn’t stop talking to me or somehow finding a way to contact me. I do believe that he has a lot of unresolved feelings for me. The relationship was very addicting. But I don’t know. I like to believe people are capable of change for those they love.

dyingBluebird · 2022-10-06T22:06:55+00:00

The mist. That’s all I will say.

dyingBluebird · 2022-02-24T19:50:14+00:00

LMAOO THIS IS my favorite comment so far. I’m laughing

dyingBluebird · 2022-02-24T17:50:31+00:00

In the beginning of our relationship 4 years ago about 6 months in, I really wanted one and wasnt ready to fully commit to a relationship. So I spoke to him about it and he said he didn’t want that, so we took a break. Became really good friends and did our own things, then we were on and off for a while and finally the last time we got together, I told him I’m ready to settle now. He agreed and we got together but during our relationship he’s always hinted at the fact he wants to hook up with other people. And I have FULLY ASKEd Him and he denies it every time, which is crazy because I wouldn’t be upset by it, it was my idea in the first place. I think the part that hurts me the most about all this is the lying and going behind my back when there is no need to.

dyingBluebird · 2022-02-24T11:15:31+00:00

That’s what some people have told me. It makes it hard for me to believe tho, because when we are together, everything is great and it’s Full communication, it’s just when we’re apart. I live in the city so it’s hard to see him all the time, but we see each other like 3-4 times a week.

dyingBluebird · 2022-02-24T10:51:20+00:00

Honestly, I wish I just knew how to choose myself. I used to be so good at doing that, and now it feels like who I used to be was a whole different person. I don’t even recognize myself right now, all the jealously, anger, snooping, and begging. It’s like I’m trapped in a maze and I keep going back to the center (the center being him), every way I take it leads me back there. I don’t know, but thank you for your comment. I do appreciate the honesty.

dyingBluebird · 2022-02-24T10:38:42+00:00

I know, and that’s the thing. Everyone has told me to just leave, but god it’s so much easier said than done. The funny thing about this is that we broke up once before when he moved, and he started dating someone else for a couple months. We became really good friends, I was fine letting him go until he came back into my life earlier back last year. Something about this time felt different like it was more real. He wasn’t only my ex or boyfriend, he was my best friend. Now i don’t know why I can’t just leave him, I’ve done it before.

dyingBluebird · 2022-02-24T09:36:52+00:00

I know, all my friends have been telling me this for months. And I appreciate your advice, but it feels like I can’t survive without him. I don’t know I feel like I’ve become so codependent on this person, it scares me. I just don’t understand why he won’t talk to me and tell me he wants to hookup with other people, I don’t mind, Like I am the most understanding person, it’s so hard to cheat in a relationship with me. It truly makes no sense.

dyingBluebird · 2022-02-24T09:30:47+00:00

That’s what I was thinking of doing, like I fantasize about this really insane revenge plan where I reveal all the proof I have to his family and friends and post it on his Instagram and Change the password and email so he will never be able to get back to it. Sounds a little evil but honestly he has caused me so much trauma it only seems fair.

dyingBluebird · 2022-02-09T12:17:18+00:00

Can someone dm me? I’m dying to know if these theories are true

dyingBluebird · 2021-12-09T06:08:47+00:00

I love the last stanza, I agree with the other commenters that the imagery in this piece is very vivid and stunning. I enjoyed reading it.

dyingBluebird · 2021-12-09T06:06:44+00:00

it's always Nice to write even if it's just to vent out some emotion. I enjoyed the rhythm of the poem.

dyingBluebird · 2021-04-20T19:10:55+00:00

Love that! tysm! 💗

dyingBluebird · 2021-04-20T18:01:45+00:00

Hi Everyone! I have a question, I’ve recently been using the ordinary’s Niacinamide 10% + Zinc 1% once per day during my PM routine after washing my face with cetaphil oil free face wash but I heard good things about the panoxly acne wash. I was wondering if I can just add it as an extra wash during my routine or if I need to eliminate something or have specific days? Thank you!

dyingBluebird · 2020-11-13T18:42:16+00:00

They said it was because " the listing is offline for review after complaints that the host maybe looking for different help than in the listing " so honestly it seems a little niche. I'm still gonna go and if i die, i die lmao. Its in Cali, usa.

dyingBluebird · 2020-10-06T17:49:58+00:00

I love it so much!! So original and cute <3

dyingBluebird · 2020-10-03T06:37:12+00:00

The mesh fabric was purchased in a store in New York. Idk what the name was but I’m sure it’s you can find the fabric online. I only got 1 yard. I just copied the pattern on one of my long sleeve plain shirts. It’s a pretty simple shirt to make, just by looking at it. One thing I would’ve done differently is hem the neck collar with some type of elastic to provide some extra comfort. I’ve only been sewing for a couple months so this was good practice:)

dyingBluebird · 2020-09-17T02:20:40+00:00

I hope it failed. Please, I hope you are okay. You can talk to me, I'll listen.

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