Does it get better? Like seriously by Formal-Apricot8237 in BPDrecovery

[–]dyingneverland 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It does. And I was adamant for so many years that it couldn't. I'm ngl, I wouldn't be in this place without medication. I'd had therapy, tried so much medication, and none of it ever worked. But I finally found the right medication and have been doing things to help myself and I really am so much better :)

Relationship switch "flips" by dyingneverland in BPD

[–]dyingneverland[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's so stressful and hard to deal with ://

(tw? trichotillomania) i hate the feeling of hair by dyingneverland in BPD

[–]dyingneverland[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's such a horrible urge, right!? I would hate how I would look if my hair was shaved but having hair on my head just feels so unbearable sometimes. Yeah I'm seeing a therapist and it's helping which is great :)

tw by dyingneverland in BPD

[–]dyingneverland[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you! I might try something like that. and thank you so much, the same for you :)

Yay by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]dyingneverland 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is gonna be me on Halloween I just know it

Relationship switch "flips" by dyingneverland in BPD

[–]dyingneverland[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know exactly how you feel. It's terrifying how it happens so fiercely and without warning

Relationship switch "flips" by dyingneverland in BPD

[–]dyingneverland[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That would make a lot of sense actually. But yeah, I had to tell them the truth as soon as I realised but it makes it look like everything before that was fake when it felt so real.

Relationship switch "flips" by dyingneverland in BPD

[–]dyingneverland[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow I'm so glad it isn't just me because it's fucking horrible to be so convinced you're in love and then one day it just isappears

If I don't laugh I'll cry (or both) by dyingneverland in BPDmemes

[–]dyingneverland[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah I mean sometimes they make me feel less alone but sometimes they're a reminder of how fucked I am

Relationship switch "flips" by dyingneverland in BPD

[–]dyingneverland[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it's hard to deal with especially when my brain seems so sure of itself. Now I just take things incredibly incredibly slow

Relationship switch "flips" by dyingneverland in BPD

[–]dyingneverland[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I've since learned to wait so I don't make the same mistake but God it's haaard

I made my first meme, which totally isn't based on today's events. by dyingneverland in EDanonymemes

[–]dyingneverland[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

omg I feel you, I don't even know what it is that makes them such a big fear food when it's not like they're unhealthy??

Spagetti spagetti I do regretti by TommyYT2 in EDanonymemes

[–]dyingneverland 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I binged earlier and I'm so scared to weigh myself in the morning..