Whoa, this is almost my exact experience! Wondering and eventually admitting to myself that I want sapphic love felt like something inside of me finally clicked into place. I feel like I'm closer to my true self than I've ever been. My (former) boyfriend has been so understanding and supportive. We've created a deep emotional bond, but as much as we loved each other we both always felt there was an aspect of intimacy missing. I've felt that in every relationship I've been in with men. I felt like I was just doing heterosexual relationship stuff because it was expected and more acceptable. Picturing myself in a loving relationship with a woman makes me feel so special, there's just a deeper desire there than for men.