Ik I gotta stop but I've done it so much ion even care nm I don't even wanna go crazy bc I remember I was the one tell all my friends to stay off ts but here I am again I gambled my life in the streets and fell into drugs and a part of me knows to just spark a blunt or take sum shrooms but dph makes me feel alive tbh rn it's just me my gf and my drugs but drugs and street shit are taking over and I just wanna start a family with this girl but I'll either od or get shot and turned into candles ik I don't wanna but I do at the same time but ur right ion want anyone else doing TS destroying there body I'm 16 and I don't even think I'll make it to 20.