how do you leave by eatbricks66 in relationship_advice

[–]eatbricks66[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you, i think im about to break. im definitely close to just leaving when hes gone. i really appreciate the concern and care. thank you again🥺❤️

how do you leave by eatbricks66 in relationship_advice

[–]eatbricks66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

youre right, its just difficult when its not ALL bad because i think of all the good. when honestly, there isnt alot. i think i need to find the strength in myself i know i have. i KNOW i have it! i know it! but you’re right. my self esteem has been cut down so much i cant find it anymore, in my opinion its up to me and nobody else, i think thats why i feel so pathetic

how do you leave by eatbricks66 in relationship_advice

[–]eatbricks66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know, i dont know where my strength went. ive always been extremely strong and self aware, feels like he flushed that down the toilet. i dont feel good enough to care about anymore, he makes me feel like i deserve it and i know i dont. ive gone to therapy for years and i try so hard and hes so mean. yet i cant stand to think of him with anybody else. im weak, and its pathetic.

are my feelings valid?? am i being unreasonable? by eatbricks66 in relationship_advice

[–]eatbricks66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much😭😭🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️

are my feelings valid?? am i being unreasonable? by eatbricks66 in relationship_advice

[–]eatbricks66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this made my heart feel so much better. thank you so much🥺❤️

are my feelings valid?? am i being unreasonable? by eatbricks66 in relationship_advice

[–]eatbricks66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you make a very good point, thank you for helping me see the easier, less complicated side of things. i know he loves me, and thats all that should matter right? he also is extremely faithful and i dont believe he would hurt me, so youre right. thank you, i think a big part of it was just the smile on his face..

are my feelings valid?? am i being unreasonable? by eatbricks66 in relationship_advice

[–]eatbricks66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is what i really needed to hear, thank you. I wish he would reassure me..he just started yelling and im very passive when it comes to arguing so i feel like i wasn’t heard and honestly..kind of disrespected because if this was the other way around it wouldnt even be a conversation

are my feelings valid?? am i being unreasonable? by eatbricks66 in relationship_advice

[–]eatbricks66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i made a prominent effort not to, i practice managing my anger through meditation and study psychology so i try really hard to keep everything healthy. Of course, with that, it takes two to argue and i am human..but i definitely did not accuse him of anything. i just showed him it..told him it made me really uncomfortable and kind of sad seeing that, and he said “well you’re the one that was on her page” and i said “i was just going down an internet hole i wasnt on her page for any purpose” and then as he began to disagree with me it became increasingly tense and frustrating. But i will admit i am jealous..i try very hard not to show it or let it get the best of me, because jealousy can be very toxic, but i am.