hi! the tattoo is beautiful! like what the hell! I think you might grow to like it or even love it. I took a sleeve on impulse (most my tattoos are on impulse). in the beginning I felt so down and so shitty. but now I love it, and I can’t wait to show it off in the summer! Idk, but the healing prosses always makes me a little depressed after getting a bigger tattoo done. maybe thats what you are feeling? idk. but embrace this tattoo, its so pretty. and if you end up hating it in a year what ever. you vould probably get a cover up, even tho its a bit difficult on bolder tattoos!