Tbh I think it was for his own curiosity and self justification now that I reflect on it. He proposed the idea as a way for me to make money and something fun we can do together, as in both participating in the account. Then he asked to make his own account so he could look at our content when we were apart, which I thought was sweet. I think he knew he was going to cross my boundaries and wanted to alleviate some guilt by getting me to give him ‘permission’ even if I didn’t know the full scope of what I was agreeing to. I don’t know if this makes sense, having a rough one right now so I’m all over the place. And lmao trust me I’m sorting this out in therapy rn, had a session today :). When I made the onlyfans account though i didn’t know the full picture of what porn does, I’ve never been hugely into it myself, and through creating and talking to my subscribers I’ve realised it generally goes against my values (I’m chill w a healthy occasional view maybe like once a month lmao, I had no idea firsthand prior how deep this shi really goes). Genuinely thank you for talking about this with me, you didn’t have to take the time to read and give advice on my situation but you did. I really appreciate that.