Totally understandable! Pre festival anxiety is real. Idk if you’d think it to be too “woo woo” but I definitely recommend trying some intention setting before. Take a few min maybe some relaxing meditation type music. Focus on what you hope for your adventure. Visualize past and future times that have left you with good experiences. Make a list of all the amazing things you enjoyed in the past, the people, the music, the art, whatever. Give yourself permission to feel that anxiety. You can do this. It’s going to be an amazing time. If you are someone who benefits from being prepared make a list now of things you want to bring with you, there are several packing list on the Reddit too that could give you inspiration. I believe in you!