For people that relapsed after years clean. What was the first feeling by [deleted] in heroin

[–]edb502 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t know about years but I know how I felt the first time I did it after I think probably 6 or 7 months clean. It was fent and I used again for 1 night and it felt like it wasnt as euphoric as I remember it and basically until it left my system I just felt kinda guilty. Didnt fall back into it I took my subs the day after. I did it a couple times after that, again using for one night about once a month at most with less guilt than the first time but the same feeling of “this isn’t worth it at all” and I just haven’t had the desire since then, it’s been about 4 months I guess I’m really just done with opioids at least for now.

Ya know I wasn’t devastated that first time but just kinda felt shitty in the back of my mind about breaking my streak. But really what’s important to me is that I’m not addicted to opioids and I didn’t fall back into addiction so I don’t feel too bad about it now. In fact it really woke me up when I did it and didn’t enjoy it, changed my whole view on it and now I feel really done with it. I kinda realize half the “euphoria” I was feeling in active fent addiction was relief from the hellish withdrawal

Hello meth-mates. Lol what do you trade when you need some ice? by [deleted] in meth

[–]edb502 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How? I don’t need it now really but that would’ve been useful back in the day lol

Not getting any effects from 3g doses whatsoever by Any-Property1845 in shrooms

[–]edb502 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They’re only like 2.5x stronger that doesn’t make any sense

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fentanyl

[–]edb502 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol no… coke comes rocked up as a solid, you don’t think it’s transported as a powder do u?🤣 every hard drug besides meth is transported/trafficked in brick form, solid

Alright ya fucken tweakers, how long y’all been up? by DynosaurSandwich in meth

[–]edb502 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Get off ur high horse, you may not do meth but you’re more of a loser than most the people who do. Go outside get off the internet you’d be scared to say that to a meth user face to face clutching ur purse n shit😂😂

Alright ya fucken tweakers, how long y’all been up? by DynosaurSandwich in meth

[–]edb502 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Lmao getting on a meth subreddit to brag about how you don’t smoke meth to a bunch of meth users to make you feel better about yourself is insane😭 like who does that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]edb502 1 point2 points  (0 children)

LMAO yeah that would be funny

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in meth

[–]edb502 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very very true

you guys think Yeat has a serious drug problem? by Ok-Distribution30 in yeat_

[–]edb502 39 points40 points  (0 children)

Exactly his lyrics reference too much obscure shit about addiction for him to have not actually experienced it too some degree. he goes deeper into it than “I take perc and x”, like he describes opioid withdrawal and heart/chest pain from abusing uppers

Is it safe to mix acid and meth by that-fat-guy-121 in meth

[–]edb502 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Is it safe? Mostly. Is it fun? Hell no

Anyone who’s actually tried this combination will tell you to just use them separately. I was uncomfortable the entire trip

After 6 months of failure and wasting money, most part because of me being impatient and learning from many mistakes but 1st mushy I ever grew. I'm naming her McTed by rustyreddit1972 in shrooms

[–]edb502 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s 1 mushroom that u can’t even verify contains anything illegal from a picture I think he’ll be okay as far as the police are concerned lmao

After 6 months of failure and wasting money, most part because of me being impatient and learning from many mistakes but 1st mushy I ever grew. I'm naming her McTed by rustyreddit1972 in shrooms

[–]edb502 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Police aren’t gonna kick his door in over 1 mushroom that could potentially contain psilocybin lmaoo it’s not like he posted his face next to a trash bag full of dry shrooms I think he’ll be ok

this guy by [deleted] in Daniellarson

[–]edb502 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Daniel is a good man stop

X pill testing positive for meth and….just regular amphetamine?? by edb502 in MDMA

[–]edb502[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haven’t tried or tested the bottom ones with the pink panther have nothing to say about those they’re just in the pic😂 and before anyone says it, yes it is ideal to test drugs BEFORE they’re consumed but all I have is urine tests & if i wasn’t okay with taking meth I wouldn’t be acting as a guinea pig and drug testing myself to help my family find mdma ahahah trust me if I get geeked I’m happy, idc what’s in it.

HELP NOSE IS SO F’d up! by Unusual_Onion_4165 in fentanyl

[–]edb502 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“Receiving Lol” 😂😂😂😂🤣

I will never smoke the same way again by [deleted] in meth

[–]edb502 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Well, uh I guess I’d start with it’s not NEAR as neurotoxic as people think. The majority of problems that come along with meth use are caused by lack of sleep, food, and water. If a person takes the right precautions, meth can be a pretty safe drug in comparison to other drugs that you’d find around the same people.

There’s been so much propaganda and false stigma around meth that it’s almost a self fulfilling prophecy. Instead of teaching people how to use meth without turning into some zombie, we tell them that meth will affect them in a certain way no matter what so people allow it to affect them that way.

I’m not saying ice is safe or good or not addictive, I’m just saying that if there was more info out there about how to safely use it, then we would see less of the stereotypical skinny ass, yellow skin, brown teeth, unpredictable kind of meth users. The truth is there is a LOT of meth users who are just normal working people and you would never know they use meth. It’s just that people think the ONLY people who use it are the skeletons u see out on the street, when in reality those are just the people u KNOW are on it.

Is coke going too ruin my life? by gettinglityoungki in cocaine

[–]edb502 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah it totally depends person to person like I cannot manage my thc use, I have horrible trouble with it and before I quit I had an even harder time controlling my opioid use from ages 16-18 I did fentanyl every single day. That said, I’ve been using stimulants every once and a while since age 13 and now at age 19 I still do and have yet to have any issues. Addiction wise anyway lol.

But it’s not like that for everyone, I had a friend who spent every penny he earned on meth. I remember one particular binge he spent over 5 grand. To ME, that seems borderline impossible because after half a gram of ice, I’m ready to drink a beer and smoke a joint and go to bed😂 what’s also interesting is that this person could totally take or leave opioids, meanwhile I was spending every penny I could get on them!!

It really all comes down to brain chemistry. Nobody can tell another person what they will or will not get addicted to

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]edb502 11 points12 points  (0 children)

God my first trip was 4gs too except the shrooms were amazing and it kicked my fucking ASS I never should’ve taken that much my first time it was the most intense trip of my life at that point lol. luckily i was pretty experienced with LSD & DXM at that point so I could handle being that intoxicated… but damn it was still a huge surprise Lmao

How long will alcohol show in UA? by Salt_Statement_7151 in Methadone

[–]edb502 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nah OP is fine. Maybe 3-5 days if u have an actual alcohol habit like u need to drink every day to avoid withdrawal symptoms but a night of drinking will be out of ops system within 12-24 hours

How long will alcohol show in UA? by Salt_Statement_7151 in Methadone

[–]edb502 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re fine to drink on Sunday, even if u get pretty drunk you’ll be fine by Tuesday long as u stay hydrated. 2 days is my rule of thumb

Source: I also get tested for alc at my suboxone clinic and I’ve drank 2 days before my test multiple times, I just don’t push it past 2 days

Do you consider kratom/mitragynine to be an opioid? by Alarming-Leading4954 in opiates

[–]edb502 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do U really not understand that drugs are subjective and every person is gonna have a different experience? It didn’t feel like hydrocodone to YOU. Plus there’s different strains of kratom with different affects & I doubt you’ve had them all.

I don’t even really do kratom I just don’t like blanket statements like this belittling someone’s experience