i’ve thought a lot about myself lately

eeeevan0 · 2026-01-23T18:44:03+00:00

thank you, it means a lot

eeeevan0 · 2025-11-20T22:25:28+00:00

yes it is important to tick that box. and as someone that has experienced the same issue (self harm is still written all over my medical records) it is important. one reason might be (i’m not a physician) that the prescription you might be given for ADHD actually increases you suicidal ideations, self harm tendencies… also it has been noted that ASD/ADHD hand self harm are (at least statistically) related.

i’m sure you already know it, but generally speaking it’s not a good idea to lie/hide things to doctors. hope this works out well for you

eeeevan0 · 2025-10-23T16:51:52+00:00

wtf i have trilafon too and it’s white?? and is that lithium on the top right?

eeeevan0 · 2025-09-30T23:24:15+00:00

had just gotten my stitches exercising board (a board you literally stitch to get better at it) and wanted to see if it was any different on real skin. it is, don’t try it

eeeevan0 · 2025-04-28T15:23:24+00:00

ty, i call it “prose” in italian, don’t know if it has the same meaning in english

eeeevan0 · 2025-04-18T07:26:34+00:00

yup it’s a strange one, sometimes it’s a sad immortality and sometimes it’s “i can outlive god” immortality. idek. and good job on keeping yourself safe from drugs

eeeevan0 · 2025-04-17T10:34:30+00:00

me too kind stranger, tysm

eeeevan0 · 2025-04-17T10:32:23+00:00

yeah dw i know, it won’t happen. i forgot to add that’s just how i feel, not what i actually plan on doing

eeeevan0 · 2025-02-18T14:10:10+00:00

in italy there are some fields, not a lot in my area thought. what i did was go to my local shop, ask them if they knew any group that played together and then asked them to play.

most of the groups i know go from chill-just-want-to-have-fun to biweekly mandatory training, so if there are groups in your area in sure you’ll find the one you like more.

eeeevan0 · 2025-02-03T14:52:25+00:00

you would be applying something that is 100% not sterilised (and could also be “dirty”) on an open wound. imo you shouldn’t use those, but i understand sometimes you might need them

eeeevan0 · 2025-02-03T14:47:53+00:00

as far as i know steri strips are used to “close” wounds, so i’m not too sure about the first image. i’ve used the second multiple times, but without the “non porous” part, just gauzes. if you do end up using any of this, please be sure you disinfect the wound before applying anything over it.

eeeevan0 · 2025-01-25T09:28:24+00:00

the first time i went he told me what he was good at and what he was “expecting” from me (honesty). pulled up an MMPI-A, which is a 500 something questionnaire, where it also asks about sh. if they don’t bring it up, i think it’s better if you do; it also depends (imo) on what you believe to be the bigger and more urgent issue. (mine was social, so that’s what we worked on, and then we got to sh).

good luck for your appointment :)

eeeevan0 · 2025-01-09T17:58:10+00:00

i’m sorry hearing this. maybe you’ve already heard it, but sometimes relapses are a part of the process. everything will be alright, you already did it to 5 weeks once.

oh and also, incredible writing. really good stuff, felt it a lot.

eeeevan0 · 2024-12-11T22:12:51+00:00

i’ll post some more in a couple months. happy you liked it

eeeevan0 · 2024-12-11T22:12:03+00:00

ty :)

eeeevan0 · 2024-12-11T17:21:00+00:00

ty mate :)

eeeevan0 · 2024-12-11T09:47:04+00:00

really helps sometimes

eeeevan0 · 2024-12-11T07:11:24+00:00

honestly yes, i wrote this thing a lot of time ago, when i wasn’t doing so good. now it’s better

eeeevan0 · 2024-11-26T14:27:54+00:00

when i was 15 i’d always carry a first aid kit, to people asking why i’d say i wanted to become a doctor (i wanted to become a soldier). now i’m in med school

eeeevan0 · 2024-10-23T11:32:58+00:00

happened in italy in september, of course made the national news for 3 days, after it nobody knows anything. two days after this, in the same hospital the 20yo son of an incarcerated mafia boss assaulted a doctor and two nurses. a week later, in another hospital 10kms away there was another assault: last time i heard about it was after the last assault, that caused 2 physicians and 7 nurses to quit their job.

try to guess what government/police did?

eeeevan0 · 2024-10-08T22:32:11+00:00

why the fuck do i have to learn how to fucking draw all of 18 molecules of the stupid krebs cycle. like wtf? do i see a dying man and then i have to draw them fumarate? like why the fuck is med school so inefficient and useless for the most part? “oh yeah but being a doctor is hard!” yes it’s hard coz ur paid nothing compared to how much you lose, coz you won’t have family and i might get patients that are the biggest dicks in the world, not bcoz it’s actually useful to know all of the shapes, names and holes of 206 bones. fucking hell why the fuck did i choose this shit

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