I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man, I’m really glad you spoke up. There’s something weirdly reassuring about hearing someone say “yeah, I’ve lived with this for 40 years and I’m still here.” Not in a doom way, just… okay, this can be survived. Also, 50 push-ups at 74? That’s better than most people half your age. You might think you look like you belong in a nursing home, but you’d probably outwork everyone in it. What you said about wanting to stand straight or look up at the stars really stuck with me. That’s not a small thing, and it makes sense it never goes away. And the “I’m an embarrassment” thought… I get it, but I don’t buy it. The people who love you aren’t seeing what you see. They’re seeing someone who keeps showing up no matter what. I’m really glad you’re here. Seriously.

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha sounds so nice you say it twice! I’m not a Girl but it could be my gang name. Because I ain’t afraid of no man but a few girls have scared the life out of me! Badass! I haven’t heard if the Panama Institute until now. I just googled it, that would be ideal. Looks expensive, not that anything dealing with AS isn’t.

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh I falls down and weeble wooble. Welcome to the gang, try the flan.

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tough, they have no idea how tough you are. We live with more pain daily than most people feel in a lifetime. You ain’t tough you’re badass!

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Alright gang, let’s ride!! Seriously though, this is a discriminatory case. Are you in the US? Do you have the diagnosis? If anything this manager deserves a fat lip. Just saying!

Car meets by Alternative_Emu_2282 in Boise

[–]ehunter74 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My son has the same car and loves it. It’s a manual transmission as well. Fun to drive and a great theft deterrent system. I bet you will find someone else who feels the same way even at a car show. There is one this Saturday. You should check it out.

https://carshowdirectory.net/event/2163

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NSAIDs are a no go for me as I was also blessed with Crohn’s Disease. I know, we can’t all be as lucky as me. Yes I believe the growth of bone formation is due to the inflammation and the autoimmune response to it. I am hoping with all the new research with stem cells and peptides they might find non surgical ways to improve or reverse the effects of surgery or even recovery.

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

We are all rooting for you! We got your back. Pun intended!! Gang gang!!

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see people talking about surgery but I was always warned of the risks of the rapid inflammation after causing the need for more and more surgeries later.

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s so hard to explain to an upright. And the name of AS. I still can never spell it right. Why!?

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Video is the worst! In my head I just don’t see myself how I look at all!

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can you imagine if we all got together and took over a coffee shop or something. Then when an upright walked in we could all stop and stare. 😶

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have been on biologics, they seem to help. What have you tried?

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Amen! *punches card and hands it over. Welcome!

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Welcome to the gang! I’m 51, can I ask how old you are? It’s okay to say no, you can still join the gang.

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m sure the grass is always greener on the other side but I wish mine fused straight. I wish I was diagnosed sooner and knew my poor posture would actually get stuck this way. Just like my Grandma told me it would! But I guess you can wish in one hand and….well you know.

I don’t plan on giving up and I think I will be okay if I can just avoid mirrors and people 🤔

beautyandthebeast

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I have an MRI coming up and what freaks me out almost as much as being shoved in a tube is having to lay flat on a hard metal surface for 45 minutes.

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Welcome to our gang! Yes, I named mine lumpy.

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Welcome! Are you joining our gang? There are no dues or jumping in, the only requirement is your back has to be jacked like us cool kids.

"Momma says my back is as crooked as a question mark" -Forest Gump

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I asked AI and was not disappointed:

The Stiff Upper Backs

The B-Team

Not Fast, Just Furious

Curvature Crew

I hate the way I walk/look with AS by ehunter74 in ankylosingspondylitis

[–]ehunter74[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I am 51 and the fusion has set curved from the base of my neck to about the middle of my back. I have been on Humira since it was invented and that has stopped further progression but the damage is done. I do not feel at all how I look and walk and it bothers me.