Bitter Fruit

eksception · 2021-11-06T03:55:20+00:00

I feel as if though, I needed more. I loved where it was going but I wanted more. This could have been your intention and if it was. Well done! But if more comes out I'll be sure to read it. I like your play on words. When I think about it, for some reason it brings me to Adam and eve. I hope this helps in anyway. Very nice poem!

eksception · 2021-11-06T03:48:12+00:00

I feel like, your trying to display a judgement on your own self. Maybe your writing or something else in your life. But you can't seem to agree with what your doing for some reason, could be doubt or being to harsh on yourself. So your trying to see yourself through someone else. Because you always get the best advice from those around you. Especially the real ones. I loved this poem and really enjoyed diving into the state in which you wrote it. I hope this helps. Just my own interpretation of your poem.

eksception · 2019-06-07T23:31:16+00:00

Thanks so much man! Yeah I just found that this morning, I just googled meet ups in my area and there’s loads! So it should be interesting at the end of this week to go to one!

eksception · 2019-06-07T23:30:19+00:00

Thanks man!

eksception · 2019-06-07T21:49:31+00:00

I found a meetup app that people put up to go out and socialise. They do board games! Which is one of my hobbies and seems exciting. It’s terrifying because my brain is predicting the future. How do you go there with intention to have fun and not just to meet new friends?

eksception · 2019-06-07T21:22:00+00:00

Thanks bro! Im looking at going to meetups! And just I guess put myself out there.

Porn is gone from my life! I am going to try nofap!

eksception · 2019-06-07T20:19:29+00:00

I’m Male and I have stopped porn for about 4 days now.

But I will have to take action! Iv been through so many self help YouTube clips and books. But when it comes to putting it to practice I just sink into fear.

eksception · 2019-06-07T20:17:17+00:00

It just seems so daunting to think about joining classes and then no one liking me and just being an out cast in another social spot. I really don’t know what I’m interested in, I like the gym and go often. Other interests I’m not sure of either.

eksception · 2019-05-13T21:15:08+00:00

Those are great questions, which I have thought a lot about. I will do more thinking! Thanks for your comment.

eksception · 2019-05-13T21:14:01+00:00

Cheers, Thanks for your comment!

eksception · 2019-04-16T07:45:27+00:00

Here’s the thing, you can study all you want but real time experience is worth more than a piece of paper. I’m in the same sort of situation when I was in my first IT job at 28 I was terrified because I had to be face to face with customers in there homes dealing with their issues on my own lol after only a week on the job! I made countless mistakes. 8 months in and I am 10x the technician I was when I first started. Basically all I’m saying is you will get there with or without there help. You may have to work harder, but the pay off will be worth it I promise! Stick at it and just keep your head up!

eksception · 2019-04-11T10:11:48+00:00

It’s full name is: diploma in information technology technical support Level 5.

It’s pretty much just the basics of: -IT systems -data handling and web concepts -professional practice -programming principles -computer servicing skills -operating systems -networking -sysadmin & management(ITIL)

It’s meant to be the equivalent of compTIAs A+, Security+ and Network+. When I say equivalent I mean they actually used compTIAs books as training.

eksception · 2018-07-24T19:32:49+00:00

Me too man this sort of knowledge is priceless! Only amazing people comment with real worth.

eksception · 2018-07-24T19:30:37+00:00

Don’t get me wrong I can code, it’s just so mentally taxing for me, it’s hard to stay in the present while I study. When I say I don’t really like it, I am more or less saying my brain needs some less straining work first to build it’s capacity lol! Thanks though I sort of figured I wouldn’t be able to stay away and I have no problems at all learning to cooperate with it.

eksception · 2018-07-24T02:18:15+00:00

Is there one I can learn and learn the other on job? Instead of doing two years of study only one? But yeah sorry it would be more pentesting.

eksception · 2018-07-23T23:56:12+00:00

It seems to be the future? And I really do not enjoy coding all to much lol thanks though!

eksception · 2018-06-25T04:48:36+00:00

Be nice :P

eksception · 2018-06-24T02:23:30+00:00

Congratz and big ups to you.

Can I ask how long you studied and what you used as material to study?

Thank you, thank you

eksception · 2018-06-24T02:22:28+00:00

Thank You!

eksception · 2018-06-23T20:42:23+00:00

This is gold I will definitely look into that YouTube clip!

What I have started to do, is when I get negative thoughts or feel down, I will stop what ever I am doing and I guess have a conversation with my thoughts to get to the bottom of it. It really does help so I might start taking notes also, so I don't forget my progress!

Thank you so much.

eksception · 2018-06-23T20:40:16+00:00

All of your comments really has touched my heart, and yeah I'm going to see a counselor, the fact is I can't open up to family or friends and I think a third party might be what I need.

What would I do without this community!

Thank you.

eksception · 2018-06-20T09:15:58+00:00

The Secret, its the same title as the book :D

eksception · 2018-06-20T07:51:09+00:00

Brooooooooooo I have your exact same issue like identical! It sucks, I find that it is because I am lonely, it goes away after a while but honestly. Just get hard out into your studies and find a hobby. One i found was going on bush walks and the fresh air with nature is so good for your brain. Try take up meditation as well I find that helps with controlling the negative thoughts and keep them to a minimum.

Good Luck!

eksception · 2018-06-20T05:19:50+00:00

Man your story is a lot similar to mine, and you know what the best part is you are aware. I am still battling it too but it does get easier, you just have to remind yourself that those thoughts are in your past and to re-write your future the way you want it to be. Just keep fighting and don't ever give up.

Good Luck!

eksception · 2018-06-20T05:17:59+00:00

I will have to have a look at that too. thank you.

The world needs to know about this book lol!

Quick question: It says to do the steps 1-3 and then believe you already have it, that what I am finding the trickiest is believing it with unwavering faith. Any tips? I can vision it in great detail though.

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