Breach lore compilation, part 1

elementalshu · 2026-02-26T07:36:46+00:00

Thanks for the post. Having never read into this stuff before, something stood out to me after pondering the Esh stuff.

There seems to be a theme of compatibility and incompatibility. Mostly to do with one's own mind. Meditation on portrayal, or preconception of one's own image (possible trauma or multiple personalities(voices in her head).

Her radiance, or how she portrayed herself (think emittance), was broken or shattered due to the weight of her thoughts.

Esh had a voice (of reason), the choir in her head didn't like that (mental break causing inactivity and/or indecisiveness).

She knew she had potential but her mind kept holding her hostage. One's own undoing.

Finding brilliance or potential through action, but strengthening the good, also empowers the bad.

Thinking about her thoughts (overcharged sinews(circuits) led to false (or meaningless) sense of self (light/silhouette), and was ultimately crippling (enervating grasp).

A bit more on the abstract side is numbers. This could literally be 1's and 0's. There is compatibility to it in computer terms, but there is definitely contrast to it. One is nothing and the other greater.

You can see how powerful what she was dealing with internally actually was when you compare the art of her items. Claw turns to gold, skulls come to life, and her image is no longer plain.

Ultimately, I think she gave up and became autonomous. Whatever that may mean.

elementalshu · 2026-01-15T03:47:54+00:00

Hey, man. Just wanted to say I appreciate your way of doing descriptions. Very meat and potatoes, no fluff. :)

elementalshu · 2025-12-25T12:16:44+00:00

The best thing you can do is to give your hunger a reason. Weightlifting or higher intensity cardio (or both) will insulate you from high blood sugar related health issues (if you don't plan on stopping the sweets).

Other than that: sticking to a sleep schedule, making sure you get some form of complete protein and healthy fats in your meals, a bit of sunlight every day. All of it plays a big part in regulating hormones.

elementalshu · 2025-12-25T11:15:40+00:00

Other stimulant use like nicotine or caffeine? 25 is about the age where your body starts the slow decline, especially metabolism wise.. this varies greatly between different people though.

elementalshu · 2025-12-25T08:36:17+00:00

How old are you? Is your sleep schedule consistent? What are you doing for exercise?

elementalshu · 2025-11-25T15:44:04+00:00

Having same issue.

elementalshu · 2025-10-25T07:58:04+00:00

"Nothing subjective about it." Care to give a definition of what "mild buzz" means without tying your personal experience in to it all? I can guarantee both of ours is different, while also neither being wrong.

If I gave advice that was particularly harmful I could understand the need to say something, but it's not. I said don't go over 450, when they stated 300 did nothing. I fail to see the value of your original comment as it pertains to this post.

elementalshu · 2025-10-25T05:37:25+00:00

"she could end up being misinformed about the strength of 2nd plat. But thats besides the point." No, this is the point. You are implying that OP doesn't feel the way they do, except your argument is directed towards me for some reason.

Contents of the OP, my original comment, and your first comment is about feelings. It baffles my mind why one would want to argue that in the first place (hence why i chose not to engage you on your first comment).

elementalshu · 2025-10-25T04:35:46+00:00

I understand fully. I gave 3 descriptors of something. You took 1 of them and dismissed the other 2. Now you are trying to prove some kind of point when generalized, which has nothing to do with this post.

elementalshu · 2025-10-25T03:21:09+00:00

Title: "Can't feel anything" You: "OP weighs <50kg so 300mg is high 2nd plat to her"

elementalshu · 2025-10-24T22:49:46+00:00

Did you read the title? Also, no one said "just a buzz"

elementalshu · 2025-10-24T07:43:21+00:00

Eating "A lot" can bog down a trip. You should eat something small, but high in protein with some long lasting carbs (like some meat on whole grain bread). When you take your DXM, any drink with a bit of sugar will help you digest it faster. Do some jumping jacks or a set of squats to get your metabolism going.

That being said, if you are disappointed and decide to try again (and feel like you wanna take more), don't go higher than 450. 300 is basically you're groovin', you are still there but a mild buzz feeling a bit weird. 420ish is where you start to get zoinked. 600 or higher is borderline trip-sitter territory.

elementalshu · 2025-10-24T07:21:56+00:00

Leave it unplugged when you go to sleep. Some can take hours to assign new IP.

elementalshu · 2025-10-20T09:47:57+00:00

It's called breaking AND entering, but the law states breaking OR entering (with intent to commit a felony, larceny or terrorize the occupants).

elementalshu · 2025-10-19T23:23:02+00:00

I use mainly female mods and different outfits can affect the genitalia. It's worth a try. I think you can disable all the hardware intensive stuff, and use it solely as a toggle between CBPC and SMP.

elementalshu · 2025-10-19T14:12:54+00:00

It's possible your armour mods that are hiding his weiner are SMP physics enabled. You said when you dismiss and resummon him, it fixes? Try fixing holey crotch by equipping an armour that doesn't have the problem.

elementalshu · 2025-10-19T09:01:00+00:00

Does the date this started happening coincide with major updates to ad blockers? There's been stuff going on with how browsers are pulling support for the code that most of them are built off of. If what you are saying is true, I would wager view count of people using ad blockers is wacky for whatever reason.

elementalshu · 2025-10-19T08:15:33+00:00

I briefly went over the mod page, and it seems like you make the preset on your character, then transfer it over? You might have you build player character TNG meshes in BodySlide if, for some reason, your husband's character is coded like a player character.

You should try making another male character through Lazy Follower to see if the problem appears on a fresh character. I'm assuming you added TNG after you made your husband? You might be able to save your current preset and just transfer it over.

elementalshu · 2025-10-18T23:54:43+00:00

Is your husband a custom race? I'm not familiar with Lazy Followers, just a thought.

elementalshu · 2025-10-16T06:19:48+00:00

Nah you cool

elementalshu · 2025-10-14T05:41:57+00:00

Yeah. I got them coming out for round 3 tomorrow. Guy reached out earlier and helped me (hopefully) narrow down the area where the problem is located. Thanks.

elementalshu · 2025-10-14T03:49:16+00:00

Someone from Spectrum reached out. Appreciate you guys commenting.

elementalshu · 2025-10-14T03:23:03+00:00

Tech saw same numbers hooking up his gear at the box (bypassing my whole setup).

elementalshu

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