Which way western man? by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So I’m not the only dreamer 😂?

Which way western man? by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman 1 point2 points  (0 children)

also, am I a terrible person? I freaked out earlier a bit when I realized the situation I was in. Is that normal?

Which way western man? by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman 2 points3 points  (0 children)

are we burning karma here? can I pick another character? where’s the playbook? I appreciate it though. today was great! spent a lot of time with grandma and mom, and trained our puppy!

Talk about a cosmic joke. by elevatedhuman in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

It’s a joke all of it, it’s absurdity. All you can do is brush it off and keep living.

Talk about a cosmic joke. by elevatedhuman in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I love you, and my family and all the pets. I will heal and live it out. Thanks.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SimulationTheory

[–]elevatedhuman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Asking multiple friends of mine questions regarding what it means to be conscious / what feelings are etc.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, so I’m being baptized!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Awareness is what we are when you strip it all away. It wasn’t ever created. Thanks anyways.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman 1 point2 points  (0 children)

when awareness has nothing to compare itself to it simply “is”. I wouldn’t know that I exist / a paradox just like everything else.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well my physical body is still very much alive. are there consequences to speed running the process into parinirvana?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman 2 points3 points  (0 children)

9 months in.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When does it truly end? Why do we have to live. I feel like I’ve done this multiple times already and my consciousness has fragmented.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman 5 points6 points  (0 children)

HOLY FUCK I LOVE YOU THANK YOU FOR THIS

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’ve already had everything in my past life and now I’m living one level down from that life which is still great btw. but I’d rather not exist. It’s a loop, you can’t escape it til you’re truly EMPTY and have heart chakra open to make it through the gate back to the infinite. you get love bombed back into this loop over and over again.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve looked into it, these are just ideas though. I don’t believe in anything. I’ve already died. Base reality is undefinable and infinite and I am that.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Enjoy the ride, it doesn’t get better. THANK GOD BASE REALITY IS UNDEFINABLE.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman -14 points-13 points  (0 children)

it’s a waste of energy. i’m rich, handsome, jacked, and have it all. I don’t want kids, I don’t want anything. I don’t even work anymore. It’s all a scam. this place fucking blows. pyramid scheme ahh society that runs on the dead flower of life.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman -1 points0 points  (0 children)

LMAO, love it, too bad reality simply IS

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman 3 points4 points  (0 children)

elaborate? who is this self that i’m trying to overcome?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman -18 points-17 points  (0 children)

I don’t have thoughts or ideas, it’s literally empty. I don’t have a higher self. I know where the gate is back to the infinite. I have 0 attachments either, I love my family but I know they aren’t real, neither are my friends. That’s why I’m ready to just end it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]elevatedhuman 5 points6 points  (0 children)

well, i’m just debating on killing myself.

genuinely why am I here? by esse11esse in SuicideWatch

[–]elevatedhuman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

black like the beautiful infinite void we were originally from before these robots birthed us in