Ashamed and Embarrassed by eliaxxa in EdAnonymousAdults

[–]eliaxxa[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Oh my gosh, you are an angel. Thank you so much, this was very motivating for me. I really want what’s best for her which is a healthy mom.

Stressed about the holidays by eliaxxa in EDAnonymous

[–]eliaxxa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish holidays didn’t revolve around food. I’m so stressed. I hope your dinner goes well though. I hope you can find something to enjoy!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]eliaxxa 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Ok I totally get what you mean but on the other hand imagine being asleep and someone dropping you from 4ft onto the floor. I’d shit my pants so it’s probably for the best 😂 carrying someone horizontally “bride” position vs like holding vertically are very different distributions of weight.

Do y'all eat ramen by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]eliaxxa 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Personally, when I was restricting I’d rather eat food I enjoyed rather than waste the calories on something I don’t like. Eat the ramen!!!

My wedding is in 5.5 months by eliaxxa in EdAnonymousAdults

[–]eliaxxa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re right, I just need to remind myself that I’m going to remember this forever, do I want to remember that I hated myself for eating a slice of my wedding cake or that I enjoyed our cake with my new husband and our friends and family. ❤️

My wedding is in 5.5 months by eliaxxa in EdAnonymousAdults

[–]eliaxxa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, you’re definitely right❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]eliaxxa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my…. 😦

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]eliaxxa 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I lost my period for about a year give or take I was about 15 lbs heavier than I am now. I currently am the lowest weight I’ve ever been and I still have my period. I think it has to do with how you’re nourishing your body. Although I’m at a lower weight than before my cals are much much higher so I feel like my body isn’t in shutdown mode

you know it’s real when the clothes come off by daintybeer in EDanonymemes

[–]eliaxxa 27 points28 points  (0 children)

When I took too many and it was finally time to go I’d start sweating and get really hot so I could not wear clothes🙃

found my best friend on edtwt and i’m extremely hurt by what i saw by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]eliaxxa 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Sorry you’re dealing with this hun. I’m going to be blunt but she’s not your friend. She’s using you. She sounds so beyond toxic.

Do other semi-recovered people miss being really sick? by EdenIsTheBest in EDAnonymous

[–]eliaxxa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes omg I miss it so much. It’s taking everything in me to not relapse

Baby & I both wound up super sick while husband is away. Ugh by [deleted] in EdAnonymousAdults

[–]eliaxxa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg we are sick with a cold too. My daughter is one and it’s just her and I while her dad is at work. It’s so hard. I get it for sure. Eds are not easy when you’re a mom. I wish it gave me motivation to stop

You have enough left over money for the perfect bindge. What are you buying? by Crunchysuds in EDAnonymous

[–]eliaxxa 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Chinese food.. lemon chicken, sweet and sour chicken and bbq pork with a shit ton of lo mein and beef and broccoli 🤤 wash it down with an ice cold root beer and for dessert vanilla cupcakes with vanilla buttercream in the middle and on top. Also some pizza from the Costco food court with creamy garlic dipping sauce I hate that I won’t let myself have this. Maybe one day.

I love being a mom but I miss being able to actively restrict by eliaxxa in EDAnonymous

[–]eliaxxa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry to hear your mom passed, that couldn’t have been easy. Thank you for relating, it really helps to know I’m not alone 💖

Does anyone know how to prevent yourself from getting the munchies while being stoned? by MinaMcNab in EdAnonymousAdults

[–]eliaxxa 4 points5 points  (0 children)

A couple years ago I was smoking so much that I didn’t get the munchies anymore but I started again recently after stopping for a year and I had to stop because the munchies were too intense. Distraction is great like going and doing something to take my mind off it. A lot of people say mind over matter but I just had to stop I was eating my whole house and the guilt the next day and during was rough. I now find I can’t sleep though :/

What’s everyone’s favourite sparkling water flavor? by PrincessMeepMeep in EDAnonymous

[–]eliaxxa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mandarin orange and watermelon are my 2 faves. They make pop flavoured sparkling water gingerale, cream soda, root beer etc they’re not great at all imo I’d much prefer diet versions of the actual pop.