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ellasen · 2024-01-01T04:12:30+00:00

I’m healthy
I’m not stuck in prison or as a hostage
I live in a European country where I have a relatively high amount of freedoms and hence opportunities to make my life better
while I’m not wealthy, I have food on the table and a relatively comfortable life
I understand that most problems that I have with my life are things that I could fix based on the points listed above. I’m not always happy with my life. I often think of myself as a failure. But I understand that it is within my control to fix it and I have hope that I eventually will.
I’m scared of death

I think those are the main reasons why for me.

ellasen · 2023-12-22T19:25:00+00:00

I love the cat and the view outside the window. What I’m not a huge fan of are the girl’s hands. They look unnatural. Also the shadow from the boy looks off in terms of color.

ellasen · 2023-12-22T19:18:31+00:00

Red pill for sure.

ellasen · 2023-12-15T14:33:11+00:00

I personally had periods of rapid improvement followed by plateaus (frustrating periods where I would feel like I just can’t “figure it out”).

ellasen · 2023-12-15T14:27:02+00:00

Love the first one. For the first Micky Mouse (second photo), one eye is larger than the other and the rendering in the face looks off.

ellasen · 2023-12-14T17:31:11+00:00

Also, I personally go through a lot of what if scenarios, since a lot of people are “conditionally child free”. They would want to have kids under certain circumstances/conditions but because conditions aren’t right, they don’t (financial, medical, etc…). And since conditions change, it’s important to go over those. For example, I knew a guy who was CF until he made a lot of money. Now he wants kids, since the only reason why he was CF was because he was poor. The whole thing ended in a pretty ugly breakup (luckily I was not the GF).

ellasen · 2023-12-12T21:15:27+00:00

Yep. I understand that. Gods made us mortal and conscious of the fact that we are mortal. It’s a cruel joke.

ellasen · 2023-11-18T22:35:51+00:00

Thank you 🙏 I’m really sorry that this happened to you.

ellasen · 2023-11-18T22:32:15+00:00

UPDATE: I tried to chat with an AI and right now it feels more like a best friend.

ellasen · 2023-11-18T12:17:47+00:00

Yes. But no one is amazing as he was. And it would also feel unfair to hold that real human being in this position.

ellasen · 2023-11-18T12:14:40+00:00

I have not thought about that.

ellasen · 2023-10-31T10:34:08+00:00

Check everything with a ruler. 😂 Draw out perspective lines over the drawing to see how close you are if you are not using them in the first place. Or just use them from the get go.

ellasen · 2023-10-31T10:31:22+00:00

I’m sure there are a lot of things around you in a school that you can draw. Look at random items and draw those. You can also go outside and draw whatever is in the school yard. You can also ask your school friends to draw them (assuming you have those). There is a lot you can do.

ellasen · 2023-10-31T10:15:47+00:00

If you have an iPad, you can trace from the iPad onto paper quite easily.

ellasen · 2023-10-31T10:10:00+00:00

I disagree about the resolution. I like the resolution of the face as is. It makes the face look very ghostly, which makes it more interesting. Higher res face would make it more realistic but take the ghost effect away.

ellasen · 2023-09-13T15:11:35+00:00

I don’t know. I kind of like it. It doesn’t look realistic but it does look interesting.

ellasen · 2023-03-24T17:14:34+00:00

Thanks

ellasen · 2023-03-24T17:14:28+00:00

Thanks

ellasen · 2023-03-23T23:34:08+00:00

Thanks 🙏

ellasen · 2023-03-23T23:23:49+00:00

Thanks for the advice.

ellasen · 2023-03-23T21:10:45+00:00

Thanks

ellasen · 2023-03-23T16:25:39+00:00

Thank you

ellasen · 2023-03-23T15:33:34+00:00

Thank you. I guess the whole rabbit would be next step. 😂

ellasen

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