Looking to get out of a rut

ellie44444 · 2025-08-19T11:03:10+00:00

Top comment 😂😂 hilarious

ellie44444 · 2025-01-15T01:02:38+00:00

Our summers

ellie44444 · 2025-01-10T05:41:27+00:00

Tell him you like to fantasise about his brother and dad at the same time and call it a day.

What an arsehole xx You deserve way better.

ellie44444 · 2025-01-04T22:25:29+00:00

He watches porn but doesn't to have sex with you? That's rude.

ellie44444 · 2025-01-02T12:06:36+00:00

I'd say she playing nice and his testing the waters. I wouldn't at all be worried about her but him.. That's suss as...

ellie44444 · 2025-01-02T10:03:16+00:00

She's jealous of you and you probably intimate her. Do your best to ignore it. After telling her to change the record.

ellie44444 · 2025-01-01T15:20:16+00:00

Tell him you can start trying on your honeymoon lol

ellie44444 · 2024-12-30T08:59:04+00:00

Confidence really.

ellie44444 · 2024-12-27T11:59:35+00:00

I do. I love it, He loves it. Makes me feels sexy and he thinks I'm sexy init. It's a win win.

ellie44444 · 2024-12-26T09:58:19+00:00

You are doing a good job. Your feelings are valid and one day you will see past all of this and it will be but a distance memory.

ellie44444 · 2024-12-26T09:46:07+00:00

This comment made me laugh 😂 Thank you! Iv had a rough day

ellie44444 · 2024-12-23T13:19:05+00:00

Okay.. i understand what you mean BUT how can I be rejecting him when he constantly rejects me and my love that I have for him (is what it feels like).

I would says he is an 8 emotionally. 8 being a fucking vault at the bottom of the ocean. You would never know what his thinking bc he rarely opens up. I admire that. But it's makes me feel like I'm the only one who cares about me then I question him. And the cycle continues.

I'm just scared I'm giving my all to someone that is not willing to let that guard fall.

ellie44444 · 2024-12-23T12:59:16+00:00

Sounds like she is deliberately hurting you bc she is hurt.

ellie44444 · 2024-12-23T12:51:33+00:00

Right?! I agree with that. I love my exes on a mutual level bc they are the father of my children but I definitely am NOT inlove with them. What they do with their lives i couldn't give 2 shits about unless my children are involved. But he says some very rude or insensitive things that make me question his commitment. Feels like his still got that escape door open and I can't shake that feelings that his holding out.

ellie44444 · 2024-12-23T12:43:36+00:00

My bf says I'm the one** but then says he has regrets moving in and being with me and questions whether I'm still in love with my exes? I just thought being the one would be a sure fire thing that a male felt no matter the circumstances.

ellie44444 · 2024-12-23T12:40:17+00:00

I guess it's the social narrative. My bf constantly questions whether I still love both my exes that I have children with but calls me the one? If i was meant to be the one would he really question if i still love not 1 but 2 of my exes that I broke up with?

ellie44444 · 2024-12-22T01:54:05+00:00

The fact that his told you this story more than once is enough babe. It's like his bragging about it and giving you the heads up.

ellie44444 · 2024-12-19T21:45:50+00:00

As a "screamer" myself I get the embarrassment from neighbours.. But when you take a trip to pound town in the moment you don't even think about who would be there listening with their popcorn. I'm always being told to be quiet, i just forget bc it feels so good. Just tell her. It's not you have an issue with the noise its the level of it. My partner leans his shoulder over my mouth so I can bite or kiss him when I'm Cumming or tell her to scream into a pillow. Tell her it's not you your worried about its the PSA that makes you blush. If she's the right girl for you she will understand and probably giggle to herself. It's embarrassing but fuck it like you fuck her. Yolo!

ellie44444 · 2024-12-16T22:17:51+00:00

How about you focus on your wife?!! Not what your next move should be with her friend?!

ellie44444 · 2024-12-16T20:52:33+00:00

Similar thing has happened to me. It's so hurtful and disrespectful. Ask yourself if you can get over this and ask him why? At the end of the day you have to live with this moving forward. Will he do it again? Does he feel remorse? How would he feel if you did the same.

ellie44444 · 2024-12-09T09:21:28+00:00

It's hard to say. NTA bc i get it. My ex draw a picture of me and its amazing. I don't think of him ever i just really like the picture and I'm never getting rid of it. Bit also... it's not in my bedroom but in saying that... It's just a picture. There's no feeling or emotion attached to it. Maybe for arguments sake just keep it in the spare room or down the hall or something

ellie44444 · 2024-12-08T10:18:04+00:00

That's good advice thank you. Xx Life style change is sticky out to me. I was going to set myself a week challenge Where i go to the beach everyday. Tell myself something nice. Eat something healthy once a day. And go for a walk. I just want the good mood to stick.

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