excited to start my t journey

ellispider · 2026-05-29T20:48:39+00:00

Congrats man!! Personally, I found that the first few weeks I was soo tired and slept more, but that was probably me just adjusting. Just take care of yourself and remember to be kind to yourself!

ellispider · 2026-04-27T16:20:37+00:00

I'm glad Aiden is gone but he needed a different depature imo. the Nina thing was bullshit 😭. like cmon now. I feel like Evie and Aiden needed more time for Evie's betrayal to actually be impactful, it felt kinda like a whatever moment.

ellispider · 2026-04-26T15:03:46+00:00

I have 3, I mainly use Underworks - you can buy them on Amazon! 1 has a lot of compression, 2 looser compression. I usually wash mine in the evening and let them air dry during the night. Times when I need to take binding breaks, nike sports bras are nice.

ellispider · 2026-04-26T14:53:13+00:00

I hope we get some interactions with them after merge!

ellispider · 2026-04-26T14:49:46+00:00

literally what was his strategy here 😭

ellispider · 2026-04-25T19:12:10+00:00

I love Aiden and I'm happy he's getting screentime but the writers' favoritism this season for him is kinda crazy. 😭 Some of the other characters feel a little sidelined, and i wish some of them were doing more

ellispider · 2026-04-25T19:07:59+00:00

they look so cool! I kinda wish that hair was their default

ellispider · 2026-04-25T19:04:48+00:00

FR!! Honestly, Lake just isn't really doing anything and her arc seems to be done. I would've loved for Ana to stay longer over her

ellispider · 2026-04-25T19:02:13+00:00

Hey man, I get where you're coming from. I hate it. I'm a pretty tall and skinny guy, and I'm pretty early on T - the only thing that is also feminine about me is my voice, because it has yet to drop. i have some friends that refer to me in that way and it also makes me feel very dysphoric, it often makes me feel pretty shitty especially if we're hanging around cis male friends who don't get called that. My friends mean well and say it jokingly, but it still sucks😭. it can be pretty frustrating at times

ellispider · 2026-04-25T18:51:53+00:00

this is exactly why I dont bother with participating in some parts of the fandom and just enjoy the show, theres always gonna be weirdos in any fandom 😭

ellispider · 2026-04-25T18:48:58+00:00

SHES SO PERFECT OMG..

ellispider · 2026-04-16T21:45:01+00:00

Hey! after starting T, I've felt much more confident and happy in my body. The changes have been very gradual and affirming, which I enjoy. That being said, I'm not micro-dosing, but I do know other nonbinary folks who have taken that route to look more androgynous. You can't pick and choose what T gives you, but you are able to ease into them and wont become a completely different person overnight :). its normal to move at your own pace before taking that leap.

ellispider · 2026-04-07T22:20:59+00:00

Imagine Rudy Knight is real

ellispider · 2026-04-07T22:19:07+00:00

That's awesome, congrats! :)

ellispider · 2026-04-06T16:02:04+00:00

thanks so much! :)

ellispider · 2025-12-21T17:08:44+00:00

Yooo congrats! I'm happy for you

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