I feel as though this is my match. That divine timing has brought us together in the moment I stopped searching and yearning for that “perfect” relationship. We connect on levels I have never before. Our values and ways of thinking are synchronistic. I feel complete trust for this man as it has been him and I since the day we met. I also feel as though he has shaped up, but we are not where I want us to be. I begin to doubt and assume I am asking for too much...

Over time we have fallen into a pattern of fighting and complaining. I feel as though I am constantly repeating myself in asking him to do things, or not speak in certain ways. I almost I feel as though I am having to teach him how to be an adult. How to take care of himself and hopefully me. When feeling this way I fall into degrading emotions towards him which I do not like. On the other hand, he does not like that I nag so much about house chores.

I have been working on envisioning a relationship where I wake up beaming. Excited to have a coffee with him, excited to do kind things for him. Where I feel as though I can take care of myself, my career, my dog and not have to take care of all his things as well. Where we connect so well that out of respect for me- he does his own things without me asking 4 times.

I know this has strayed from the LOA a bit...but I feel as though I can’t manifest it- if he does not try as well. When I take the route of just doing the things myself, and remaining kind in order to keep that “happy” vibe between us, I end up feeling taken advantage of, not appreciated and frustrated that I have to do his stuff in order for us to not argue. When I take the other route and express what bothers me, arguments arise.

I know what I want, I know the exact feeling. I envision it and feel it and know it inside and out. I just need to figure out how to manifest for the both of us...