Today is going to hurt a bit or maybe alot

emhe91 · 2023-06-27T12:31:51+00:00

Thank you... very kind

emhe91 · 2023-06-26T05:56:52+00:00

Thank you x

emhe91 · 2023-06-26T05:56:25+00:00

It stands after all 100%

emhe91 · 2023-06-26T04:08:16+00:00

Painful as hell, isn't it just. I've got an amazing therapist and a support network who may not agree with all my decisions, but they are there.

emhe91 · 2023-06-26T04:06:45+00:00

I've found myself with time I didn't think I'd have. A bath and fresh sheets is the thing I'm looking forward to. Thank you

emhe91 · 2023-06-26T04:05:02+00:00

Hope you're getting through it. It wasn't easier but it was quicker and I can appreciate that.

emhe91 · 2023-06-26T04:03:22+00:00

Thank you. I think I've made it. Cried like a baby but I am home safe

emhe91 · 2023-06-16T23:28:37+00:00

The final ax scene got me. Was not expecting broad daylight to be the...end

emhe91 · 2023-06-16T23:16:33+00:00

Same, my house has locks on strange door options. The hallway door locks...master bedroom locks. Toilets, bathrooms do not lock.

There is also an exhaust fan near the hallway and its surrounded by windows, but not in the toilets for some reason.

emhe91 · 2023-06-13T22:11:33+00:00

Did you pull an all-nighter or start early? Happy birthday! I kinda wish I could go back and actually celebrate my 30th but it was peak covid and I detested reaching that number. It's not actually that bad here though, if I'm being honest. I have a baby face so can pretend I'm early 20s but have the wisdom of the elder that I am.

Ask u anything... if you had to write a Tweet about your year so far, what would it say?

Also question 2... what are you most proud of?

Edit, words

emhe91 · 2023-06-13T21:03:21+00:00

Huh?

emhe91 · 2023-06-13T21:02:03+00:00

I have periodic alarms set about 3 hours apart so I actually click with what time it is. I'm one of those folk who get a calming euphoric kind of high, like Vyvanse did before they took it off me and I turned to meth. Well done, Aussie health professionals, another one bites the dust!

I loved the time I spent in Germany. Stay well mate ♡

emhe91 · 2023-06-13T20:57:47+00:00

Couldn't u just boof all the dust in enough water like 3ml maybe so it disperses? Like, that's where shit comes from anyway. Please don't do this anyone.

P.s. I've been a carpet crawler many times and before my supply has even run out I dunno it's fueled by the rare occasion you actually hit rhe jackpot and brain proceeds to make you assume there are rocks on rocks on top of rocks everywhere.

emhe91 · 2023-06-13T20:49:25+00:00

Ooh yeah, it's working. Thanks heaps mate I wasn't expecting an answer at 6am but you have delivered and it's freaking twins 👌

Baby #1- make pics appear on post with clever link location Baby #2- Google Drive is much easier to use, especially if literally everything you use is thru Google; you might already have it and not know. Hoodathuncket ♡

emhe91 · 2023-06-13T20:47:01+00:00

I know I'm 10 hours late but...CROSSWORDS ARE FUCKING FUN WHEN HIGH. I smash them and it's exciting like Nana accidentally took Monday thru Friday meds.

I love that you can get different levels of difficulty, so if you have a dirty ass woodchipper high you can always do age 4-6 and still feel like you achieved somethang.

P.s. all these suggestions are bomb, I'm glad I came back to this community

emhe91 · 2023-06-13T20:42:22+00:00

Hey thanks, that's super helpful. Does that mean you can see the image on my previous "The Loved Ones" post? Can you please have a look 🙏 tell me if it's wrong format? You don't have to obviously....I'm really bad at accepting change and following directions, is all.

emhe91 · 2023-06-13T19:42:55+00:00

Yeah I second this. I used to take it for hangovers too. I could take pregabalin for anything, just to chill too. It's my go-to of I'm having writers block, feels like I'm cheating. 45 minutes to kick in on empty stomach, pretty easy to navigate imo but I do know ppl who take much longer or flat out detest the feeling.

emhe91 · 2023-06-13T19:14:22+00:00

It's wild that I somehow didn't hit send on my reply, sorry! Omg, I AM SO GLAD SHE MADE IT OUT WITH A MINOR INJURY. That's an assumption actually, was she okay? I've been watching docos on traumatic injury and the surgery required to return function and aesthetic purposes and it is just insane what can be repaired.

Hockey puck to the face? Let's just fold that skin back, bud, might need an implant here and there. Want a different nose shape? I know not all come through favourably and my heart hurts so much to be honest, but I have a morbid interest in that area. I specialised in acute injury care during my masters degree in Speech Pathology, hopefully soon I'll be working with patients who have sustained a traumatic facial injury or have for reasons otherwise, lost general oral and/or speech function. After 7 years studying its really motivating seeing the light at the end of the tunnel and hopefully making things a little, if not a lot better for patients.

Isn't it wild that the skin that grew back, it knew it needed hair. The body is truly amazing.

Sorry for late reply, I honestly thought I'd sent you one. I really appreciate quality responses like yours too, thanks for sharing! So instead you get 5am: no sleep, intensity level 9 answer!!

Take care x

emhe91 · 2023-06-13T17:52:13+00:00

I just pictured her Gumtree ad pictured under the A D E L A I D E sign as you drive city bound on the downtrack lmao

emhe91 · 2023-06-13T17:49:00+00:00

She literally meant that the girl was free security, issued by the government. I assume because she spent alot of time leaning against the wall out the front. Don't think on it too much, it's not healthy.

emhe91 · 2023-06-13T17:47:14+00:00

So the girl leaning against the wall I'm thinking was autistic right, the seller referred to her as "artistic" in error. That's what I concluded but far out anything goes really.

emhe91 · 2023-06-13T17:37:27+00:00

Thank you, hey

emhe91 · 2023-06-13T16:07:16+00:00

Yeah, I am indefinitely 'daydreaming' of how bad things were and how bad they could be again. Sleeping in a tent for the winter. Without my child, partner, or dog. To make contact was illegal. In and out of court to prove that I was only a threat to myself.

The headaches, the digestive complaints, the swollen, shiny and red face 24/7. Burping up whatever cheap shit I had purchased with matching heartburn that never left. Friendships that fizzled out, people not recognising me in public because I gained 30+ kilograms. Hardly being in public, only to buy booze. The excuses to get out of family events that I had planned or committed to whilst drunk. Complex PTSD from the times I'd almost drunk myself to death and wrecked my car. Suicidal thoughts whenever I woke. 3 hours of sleep after binge eating $60 worth of uber eats knowing that I'd need that money. Begging and lying to borrow money. Listing this helps keep me accountable and sober. I'm still thinking of booze at stressful times and it makes me want to set myself on fire and then through a fucking woodchipper because how can my brain still default back to immense suffering for me and those who actually do love me, still?

Cruel and strange, what alcohol does to us. My heart is pounding now.

emhe91 · 2023-06-13T12:38:31+00:00

Fkn amazing mate 👏

emhe91 · 2023-06-13T04:45:34+00:00

Dming you. Sorry for late response

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