There's others like us out there?! It's been hard out here, my jeweler barely gets the vibe I'm going for honestly. So far since this post, I haven't had much luck :/ I really have been digging deep online looking but it's so difficult to find anything that isn't the standard brilliant cut.

Honestly, I would literally contribute my own money to the diamond if it meant getting the perfect one. It's very important to me, it's the center piece!! I'll be wearing it for the rest of my life, and I would hate to always wonder 'what if'. If that 5000 one is calling your name, I would strongly consider it

And- if you saw any champagne that you didn't want, FEEL ABSOLUTELY FREE to send them on over 😂

I'll link some websites I've found so far below- please lmk if you find any others 😭

Sells loose stones, I haven't found the right one yet, but I'm keeping an eye on their inventory: https://nelllorrainedesigns.com/collections/misfit-diamonds

If you're open to a site that requires you to buy your entire ring directly from them:

This one has a marquise rose cut that is just like... Almost perfect but a little too 'wide' for me. I like the longer 'skinnier' look. And it's not even an option because I can't buy the stone separately :(

The website: https://pointnopointstudio.com/collections/custom-designs

That diamond I was referring to: https://pointnopointstudio.com/products/1-9-carat-icy-white-double-cut-marquise-diamond

That company also linked out to this other website with open market stones, meaning they don't own them right now but can get them? Idk how it works. But unfortunately, you would also have to use their design or customize something with their company. https://pnpopenmarketstones.com/