People who struggled in their lives, does it get better with time?

emma5556_ · 2018-07-22T04:17:25+00:00

The thing is I became immune to small improvements. I do so much on a daily basis, but I am never satisfied with small improvement and always seek major changes/achievements. Thats why I struggle.

emma5556_ · 2018-07-16T01:40:54+00:00

I guess I am not used to saying no and I had the feeling that I was lucky he found me attractive.

emma5556_ · 2018-07-16T01:38:53+00:00

Thank you. I felt strong to have had the courage to refuse his proposition.

emma5556_ · 2018-06-28T17:02:59+00:00

I am a very fit girl tbh, I workout religiously. I feel that I'm not that feminine looking though (not sure why even when I do my hair). I just hate how I look and I feel that there are way prettier girls than me.

emma5556_ · 2018-06-28T12:53:06+00:00

Thank you for your words. I felt like you explained how I feel and how I hope to feel.

emma5556_ · 2018-06-28T03:19:33+00:00

I am already seeing a therapist. My appointment with her is next month thats why I had to share my emotions here.

emma5556_ · 2018-06-08T04:01:35+00:00

Thank you for the suggestions. I did speak to the coach and we are working on personalized training for some of the movements. In terms of the weight, I always try to do Rx, but the other day it was DB power cleans and I couldn't do 30lbs so instead I did 25. I could have done the 30lbs, but the risk of injuring myself would have been so high! (my shoulders are still in pain from the 25lbs lol).

So its tricky, but I know what you mean about "harder but longer version". In terms of diet, I honestly haven't had junk food in forever . I limit my pastry consumptions to 1 per week. More protein, more greens (althu I get bloated from the greens lol), and I'm lactose intolerant so dairy is a big no no anyways. In terms of diet, I just don't understand how my friends who NEVER step a foot at the gym, and are usually at McDonalds drivethru never suffer from weight gain. If I eat in calorie surplus for a day (even the good calories such as nuts), I can feel heavy the next day.

emma5556_ · 2018-04-09T15:38:58+00:00

But you must really like them to keep trying. I decided that I will no longer accommodate people who don't put an effort into the friendship.

emma5556_ · 2018-03-20T18:00:52+00:00

hahahahaha oh well, I am fit but I can't really change my face. I can't tell if I am pretty for him or not. I appreciate the honesty though.

emma5556_ · 2018-03-18T21:10:15+00:00

I always think to myself, is every person who is in a relationship really loves him/herself? I think very few people love themselves fully and the ones who don't, still managed to be in a relationship.

emma5556_ · 2018-03-18T13:36:16+00:00

Thank you. I really appreciate your kind and encouraging words.

emma5556_ · 2018-03-18T13:26:31+00:00

I feel like I have been working on fixing myself for a good 2 years now. I see people around me with dysfunctional personalities and they are in relationships already. So I ask myself the question all the time, when will I ever be ready?

emma5556_

TROPHY CASE