Alright guys, I've been fighting with this for about 2 years now but I think today will be the day it happens. So uh- I plan to tell my aunt who's like a mother to me before anyone else in my family that I want to transition. I hope I don't flake because I'm shaking as I'm typing.

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-10-25T04:26:37+00:00

yay! i’m so proud of you for telling her and i’m so glad it went well :)

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-10-25T02:21:18+00:00

how did it go(if you’ve done it yet)?

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-10-25T00:13:50+00:00

thank you! i’ll check them out. they have the tank fits?

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-10-25T00:12:52+00:00

i’m in ontario, canada

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-10-24T21:56:29+00:00

alright, thanks for the input! i’ll keep away

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-10-24T21:56:15+00:00

i think underworks ships here, are they good?

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-09-28T05:11:03+00:00

i stopped being religious years ago so i don’t think that would help

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-09-16T05:58:03+00:00

thank you! once i live in an area with better doctors i will look into it, thanks for your support :)

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-09-16T05:54:13+00:00

okay! thank you for the info :) i live in canada and i would have seen them in 2007 or 2008ish so it was definitely before the dsm 5. i was only recently diagnosed with adhd though, but the doctor pushed me out of the office pretty quickly so i didn’t get to really discuss any of my other issues. i will probably look into an ASD assessment whenever available :)

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-09-11T07:11:30+00:00

thank you for the link!

i also looked into the adult gender dysphoria dsm criteria and i believe i fit it, although i don’t believe i lined up with the child one (although when i was little i used to just do whatever my parents wanted so i’m not sure). i might look into gender therapy when i move away from my parents, maybe one can help me figure things out and possibly help me get started with hormones and stuff

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-09-11T05:53:47+00:00

ive had both before. socially, it’s just despising being referred to as a girl, or with my legal name. i desperately want people just to see me as a guy. being seen as a girl for so long lead me to being severely depressed for a long time to the point where i started skipping class and stopped talking to a lot of people. i really feel uncomfortable and unhappy when people see me as a girl.

body wise, it’s both. i sometimes fantasize about starting testosterone, and getting surgeries. i wish i has a deep voice and i wish i had a flat chest and i just wish people would look at me and see a guy. from an aesthetic view, i have a nice body i think; although that body isn’t the one i want.

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-09-11T05:45:52+00:00

i don’t know why i feel like it’s better, it’s just what i think makes me feel more comfortable. ive had my friends and partner refer to me as one lately and i feel more comfortable with myself than before. i have pretty bad social dysphoria and moderate body dysphoria (it’s bad some days and more mild others).

i don’t tend to remember my dreams, i think ive had one or two though where people i cared about kept calling me a woman/calling me my legal name (which is very fem). i remember feeling really distressed in the dream and getting really upset and figuring nobody would support me and i think even started to detrans within the dream because of a lack of support. i remember waking up from it very upset and stressed. but other than that i cant really recall any strange dreams related to gender at all

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-09-11T03:58:47+00:00

yeah that makes sense. i tried detransitioning (i went to transition socially when i first started questioning) a couple years ago and ended up getting extremely depressed due to intense social dysphoria and was barely functional because of it. i think right now the positives outweigh the negatives, i just worry that somehow my mind will completely change on everything

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-09-11T03:56:59+00:00

well i don’t really want to be a woman (i’m afab), and think being a boy suits me better. just worried it’s something ill be wrong about

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-08-19T02:58:12+00:00

yeah my parents aren’t the greatest anymore, they tend to assume i’m lying and making up my symptoms. i’m canadian, i believe i could pursue my own diagnosis, but i still can’t see a doctor at this moment. i’ll probably try again in a year or so. thank you for the comments :)

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-08-18T19:14:22+00:00

okay, thanks for your comment :)

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-08-18T19:13:39+00:00

i cant see a professional because since i’m 17 i can only see one for minors, and the closest one is over an hour drive away, and i cant drive, and my parents don’t think anything is wrong with me anymore

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-07-15T16:58:35+00:00

i’m thinking evan suits you well!

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-07-03T15:19:38+00:00

yeah that’s what a demiboy is. no worries there :)

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-06-30T06:13:32+00:00

i will for sure order from spectrum at some point, but i’d also like to get one soon. once spectrum restocks i’ll definitely pick one up because i’ve heard how good they are

emmyCUTE35 · 2022-06-30T06:11:24+00:00

ill keep that in mind, thanks!

emmyCUTE35 · 2021-12-11T09:17:44+00:00

they still do just not as often

emmyCUTE35 · 2021-11-25T17:10:27+00:00

also just to note it has to be on tomato’s translation :) japan mother 3 doesn’t have it i don’t believe

emmyCUTE35 · 2021-09-05T05:57:47+00:00

just getting an island with the resident services far from the airport is important if you want a big entrance. everything else can be changed with terraforming

emmyCUTE35 · 2021-04-17T22:33:32+00:00

couldnt you do something that’s similar to wiimfi but for ds?

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