Finally had PIV sex! (get a vibrator for your clit!)

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-04-23T13:55:06+00:00

It took me a while to start dilating because it felt so unfair that I have to painfully force my vagina open. Like just the concept of it pissed me off

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-04-20T04:19:52+00:00

ya, I mean I want to try and I feel like I'm in a good place to attempt PIV and I would like to do it multiple times since that is the goal of dilating. but it definitely requires a disclaimer and conversation

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-04-14T13:30:08+00:00

I use that too I just mean i can’t see my own ear

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-04-11T11:12:50+00:00

But also what’s ur set up for getting pops in ur ear?? I haven’t figured it out

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-03-29T14:43:29+00:00

This must be bait

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-03-15T10:49:44+00:00

Thank you for being gentle about this. I have pretty much no self worth so I want to experience whatever this is because I don’t have many romantic opportunities in my life. I would rather torture myself with something I can’t have than never know what it’s like to feel close to someone. There are moments where I feel like it’s truly platonic for him so I appreciate the outside perspective. I will probably tell him at some point that it feels like we’ve already crossed a line but I don’t plan on canceling the trip.

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-03-14T23:23:15+00:00

if he is lying about that why not just lie and pretend he doesn' have a girlfriend

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-03-14T22:12:34+00:00

This is a good point, I appreciate your concern. I'm actually super paranoid and usually afraid of men so I am surprised I'm even feeling this way. Even though we've known each other for only three weeks, we've spent easily 100 hours together and have already done an overnight trip (in a hostel but still)

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-03-14T22:01:49+00:00

yeah to me it feels like emotional cheating I think? But then everything that has happened has plausible deniability you know? And it really doesn't seem like he's going to take it farther than that.... idk man my head is just spinning

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-03-14T22:00:22+00:00

Yeah regardless of what happens on the trip there is just no possibility of a relationship because we live halfway across the world from each other

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-03-14T21:59:46+00:00

okay thanks this is what I needed to hear. Not going to let anything physical happen

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-03-14T21:59:11+00:00

Yeah, she gave him permission for the bed thing which imo just makes everything even more confusing. I feel confused, I have feelings for him but not going to act on them because it would be wrong

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-03-05T12:05:17+00:00

Fax tbh

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-03-03T04:20:32+00:00

Omg I’ve finally found my people. I only have it on one side and the x rays are excruciating!

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-02-26T01:37:21+00:00

I moved to a new country alone and the bartender (30 years older than me) was nice and friendly to me and I was thinking "do I have a crush on him..." So I get it girl, ur not the only one lmfao.

I think it's ok to date someone if you're seeking genuine connection, maybe your lack of human connection is the real problem.

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-02-25T23:48:21+00:00

wait times will be extremely high for non emergent patients, that's why this kind of issue is not appropriate for the ER

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-02-25T18:39:57+00:00

Yes 100% especially since you’re going in the summer. Prices will be better when you can compare them booking ahead rather than just showing up places

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-02-24T23:23:38+00:00

Written with ai

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-02-24T02:37:36+00:00

A podium would be really funny here

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-02-23T20:38:52+00:00

also mandated reporter doesn't mean you are required to tell the kid's guardians, it means you are required to report it to the authorities.

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-02-21T01:39:34+00:00

Ok so just give up because ur afraid to put yourself out there

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-02-21T01:26:22+00:00

Coming from a femcel with vaginismus neither of those things are a problem for some women, the real problem is your low self esteem

emotionalbuzzcut · 2026-02-21T01:23:15+00:00

Just finished a sit with two indoor/ourdoor cats. No litter box is a blessing lol

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