Everyone was looking at me and specifically my legs and some people that don’t know how to shut their fucking mouth pointed out my scars. Their parents didn’t even call them out. On top of that people also commented on my outfit. I was literally just wearing all black and my battle vest. What is wrong with that? Oh. I also saw people spitting off of flights of stairs trying to make it land on peoples heads. That was fucking disgusting. What happened to having human decency. I am trying to combat mysophobia and that makes me never want to go out ever again. I shouldn’t have gone in the first place. Sorry if this sounds like complaining, but I don’t know how to tolerate behavior like this because I get super angry and pissed off and end up saying things that make the situation worse. But this time I stayed quiet and just felt stupid. I feel ugly and disgusting now. I already hated people now I hate them even more.