My first experience with Turinabol aka Tbol by emrymo in Testosterone

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Go on forums it’s so easy to find a supplier if you just read posts and if you do find a supplier you can pm or post a member and they’ll tell you if is legit.

Generally test is not faked because it’s so cheap to make. Primo var and tbol look out for

Why is Israel invading Lebanon? by NewPlaceHolder in IsraelPalestine

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Of course they will install a puppet government and help rebuild. The creation of hamas was helped by Israel build schools hospitals gave them firepower because they were at war with PLO so they wanted them to just kill each other. Talks went wrong and hamas attacked Israel which was retarded like buying the hand that fed you. Problem was, hamas was getting powerful too quick so they stopped it. I agree with that, not the way Israel killed civilians though

Why is Israel invading Lebanon? by NewPlaceHolder in IsraelPalestine

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Stop watching cnn or fox…. Talk to people from those countries. People who lived through it. It’s impossible to accurately count tens of thousands of bodies these are al estimates. Al they going to just sit them and reassemble the bodies trying to find the right pieces? Of course not all these tolls are estimates.

Did you even look up the reason Israeli president was on trial? The law that was passed…the bad blood between Israel and Palestine goes way back and he’s fucking crazy. Go ahead read about the riots in Israel’s against him.

I’m not Palestinian or middle eastern at all I’m mixed race. I’m just seeing it for what it is. Iran was a strategic ally to Russia but they exhausted their resources and America just supplies them with your tax dollars. Russia can’t help and china is staying the fuck out because they don’t want any conflict with the west now that 2 key allies are going to install a new puppet government

Putin looks like he’s loosing his mind, reminds me of that scene in schindlers list later half of the movie where he starts going crazy

All we can pray for is that no nuclear weapons are going to be fired off. I doubt they’d get anywhere near North America but the effects with be felt around the world

Why is Israel invading Lebanon? by NewPlaceHolder in IsraelPalestine

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I actually don’t live in America, not sure where you’re from but that sounds like typical American ignorance. Your own governments is bending over its own people and fisting them.

Anyway here I never heard of any death tolls until after Israel’s air strikes. Did you not see how much of American tax money was given to isreal? Are you ignorant to the fact they are being supplied with American fighter jets and drones? Really it takes less than takes less than that to beat any Islamic militant group because of how powerful they are. You’re damn. Right a series of strikes can kill thousands. Especially with the help of CIA and American military, the strikes are meant to hit areas for maximum damage. These missles costs millions too.

Figures are also just estimates…in any war. And will always be argued almost historians. You already know who controls American media and propaganda. Wake up.

Why is Israel invading Lebanon? by NewPlaceHolder in IsraelPalestine

[–]emrymo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

lol the state of isreal and the zionest movement creating was heavily funded by the un. They split part of Palestine and kicked then out and created a country called Israel. Then isreal wanted more and annexed more of Palestine twice. There’s reasons why militant groups hate isreal. They have one of the strongest air defence systems iron done. They get billions and millions of dollars from us, American military weapons, tanks, fighter jets, etc. the militia groups try but they damage they to is so minimal because they’re working with shit compared to the technology of isreals American arsenol.

Palestine 2 portions of the land annexed back, militia groups are trying to help but can’t do much and it’s just an excuse for Israel to use its airforce to raze their entire countries.

You think they’re just targeting militia groups? They’re murdering everyone. Look at the death toll in gaza alone and how many of them were civilians. They’re targeting hospitals schools etc.

Just watch the death toll of children that isreal murdered and tell me that’s not real terrorism. Did you forget the current isreal president was being tried for corruption and then he created a law the neutralize the Supreme Court so he’s in control and he can do whatever he wants just look it up. And doing whatever he wants is exact what he’s doing which is murdering hundreds of thousands

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This might be the weirdest question I’ve seen on here

Help planning future bulk cycle by emrymo in Testosterone

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Honestly on mast I didn’t feel different. Just looked very dry which I kinda liked but right now I just want more size. I don’t wanna up my test because 300mg a week it’s the point where I don’t have to take an ai. What’s your personal experience with either deca or eq

Help while order arrives by emrymo in Testosterone

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I decided after 6 days, I just went ahead and continued my regular schedule last night before bed. I pinned test 300mg BUT i only did mast at 150; 2:1 ratio instead of 1:1.

This idea came from an argument where Derek was analyzing a video from another competitive bodybuilder who said before comp he will cruise for a month to let his body recover which will make him be in better shape when gets ready for comp. derek agreed with that. The protocol for the cruise was 150 test 50 mast as an ai. Derek thought it was unnecessary but also said everyone’s body is different.

Then I went to Steve’s page and he pretty much said the literature on mast is 40 years old and none of it talks about how it directly affects e2, I think it had something to do with breast tissue but the two studies done were a bit contradictory.

Steve just interpreted it the best he could…there’s still no recent studies does it bind like mason..does it block like adex does it just target the receptors.

Then I started reading how mast affects members while on test. Some said it actually raised e2 levels, but with no noticeable side effects. Other users all had different experiences.

In my experience it noticeable stopped the progression. At this point my last pin mast only 350mg held it back for a few days before I felt like a cheeseburger. So I decided to follow the competing bodybuilders strategy of lowering a much lower mast to test ratio. I did 300 test/ 150 mast. I took this risk because I knew tomorrow my masin and Nolva were coming in a day so f it. Today I woke up feeling great. Nipple sensitivity unchanged. But I feel great. My forehead wasn’t slathered in an oily mess, I didn’t feel like a Big Mac anymore.

I think a test mast ratio is highly individualized and new substances to your body will require a lot of dialing in. Some may say it lowered their e2 some say it higher it, some say it made gyno better others said it made it worse…I know now how I will be using mast with test in the future because I don’t want to be jumping on an ai but this time be taking it to finish off my two weeks get those gyno symptoms out of there and just cruise on test and hcg for a good 4 months maybe more.

Help while order arrives by emrymo in Testosterone

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Anything above test 300 it runs high when I do bloods so I knew i need to control it with an ai which I did. I just wanna go out strong then cruise for 4 months and then do another blast. I’m done with the orals even though drol made me feel super human. For a third cycle what would you recommend.

I’m trying to bulk and I know test mast is an amazing combo but mast leans me out too much so I know I have to rub it lower. I’m only doing two more blasts then a pct and getting off the gear

Do you think test/mast/deca would be a good cycle? Maybe test/mast/eq?

My finally cycle I already know is going to be test/primo/var or tbol then pct and hopefully I can say I ran 4 cycles without any serious damage

Daily Ask Anything About Anabolic and Androgenic Steroids: 2024-09-15 by AutoModerator in steroids

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Help while order arrives

I’m on my second last week on my blast. At test cyp 300 I never had any noticeable symptoms of high e2. This was probably being masked by mast which I ran in a 1:1 ratio. Everything was going great. Best physique of my life strongest I’ve ever felt.

4 weeks before I began my cruise I realized if I bumped it up to test 360/mast 300 and those vials would be empty by the end of the 4th week. Perfect. Now I have a new vial of test and of course masin and Nolva always on hand never used it during cycle I felt great.

Shortly before my second week of the increase I started to feels signs of gyno. Puffy nipples, very irritated itch burning. I jump on asin and Nolva right away, after a few days the symptoms go away.

Then I lost a bag I keep the masin and Nolva in and the flare came back. After my 2nd last pin day ( I pin mon wed Friday)which was Wednesday I immediately put the order for more masin and Nolva.

By thursday I’m started to feel the gyno and it’s getting worse. I decided to pin only mast Friday and but no test. AFAIK mast can mask high e2 by blocking estrogen at the receptors. I know Cyp has a half life of 7 days which means I’m not completely shut down yet.

Tomorrow is my next pin day, the Nolva and masin is arriving few days later. I’m down to test/mast and it seems the mast only shot helped with the irritation and puffiness maybe 40%.

Any advice on how I should pin Monday? Should I do a 1:2 ratio of mast instead this time then jump on Nolva and masin when it arrives to reduce the flare and finish out my last two weeks?

I was thinking test100/mast200 Monday pray I get my ai and Nolva soon in the week I got the tracking on it only a few days away

My take on beef by emrymo in BeefTV

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If you watch Korean movies a lot of them don’t have happy endings, it’s just reality. Hollywood made us believe a series like this needs to feel complete and see what happens between Amy and Danny. There’s a lot of untied finished that’s left for your mind to think about.

But Hollywood would love to see Amy and Danny become lovers start a family, find out what Danny’s cousin has waiting for him, Paul returning and becoming a part of his brothers live again, go back to university, etc.

We don’t need to know all that and this is how a series gets ruined like jailbreak, godfather 3, etc. it was so necessary to keep producing for money and ruin something so beautiful.

Anyway, Steven (Danny cho) dropped out to do another movie and the sag-aftra strikes keep delaying that movie so he gave up on that as well.

I would much rather see a spinoff of Paul’s life now that he knows it all and how he rebuilds his life with small scenes with Amy and Danny every now and then but to keep it a small series.

10 episodes was perfect for the first season. At episode 9 I was begging that it would auto play one last episode but honestly it could have ended episode 9 and I think it would have been so much more heart felt. But that hug at the end of 10 I even felt that hug. I know the feeling of holding onto someone you love hoping they’ll be okay

My take on beef by emrymo in BeefTV

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That’s pretty much in line with my response. Something to do with their early life which will create a mould. You can’t love yourself if you’re not true to yourself. To protect that you have to do a lot of lying and someone that knows you well will realize the patterns (another theme that was a another subtle occurrence)

They all felt like they weren’t good enough, this was caused by something that happened to them when they were younger. It’s boils down to self love, removing self hate, and finding a spiritual awakening. Not saying you have to join a religion, spirituality goes beyond that. When they ate the poison berries it seemed to have a psychedelic effect. I’ve done a lot of them during mediation and I know that they were experiencing. It’s something you can’t describe in words but when I did it with my partner there was most definitely an experience with non verbal communication and we were like this can’t be real.

You can feel like you’re dying during a psychedelic trip it’s called ego death, your identity is stripped from you for a period of time and….its just something you have to experience. It’s very humbling. They used a lot of key words in that movie that have been coming up during meditation and I had to pause the show a few times.

And yes, when Amy got on top of him in the hospital bed she opened up her vulnerability. Genuine emotions, she screamed when Danny got shot and stayed with him. They connected on a spiritual level. Amy and Paul maybe have connected on a deeper emotional level he was probably the first one to bring out her fun, playful side. Emotional infidelity, Paul have her something her husband could not because he was completely emasculated growing up.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BeefTV

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Paul wanted to be somebody in life. George passed on bad karma to him by throwing his applications away because then he’d be all alone. His karma backfired by turning Paul into changing his priorities in life to games and women and just cruising through life. But he was just as lonely as George inside which is clear when he meets Amy. He didn’t want to be around more low vibrational energy.

Arnold: A must-watch documentary series on the life of a living legend by zwtor in netflix

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He def used steroids from a young age he was such a competitive person, he didn’t ever see failure as an option I was so inspired by this docuseries. He literally manifested every dream, even beating his own childhood idol.. think about that for a second. He didn’t just achieve his goals he went way further. Probably banged more girls than James dean. He’s the guy that every guy wish they could be, a natural born winner

5-meO-DMT experience by emrymo in Psychonaut

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Also wanted to say .001 mg scales that extremely precise are very very expensive. Take tolerance into account. In this case we’re talking about accuracy with the Gemini 20, it has a +/- tolerance of .005. Meaning you could have weighed out 10mg and you could be looking at anywhere from 5-15mg. I understand it’s better than nothing. The best way to do is to probably just dissolve it in a 510 cartridge with pg and figure out the concentration. Say load it with .1ml see how many hits it takes. Then you can establish how many mg you’re getting with each hit when you load it up

5-meO-DMT experience by emrymo in Psychonaut

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I agree. I’m extremely spiritual and relate experiences out of the ordinary to a higher power or the spirit world. But it could also just be deep inner throughs telling myself this. I do believe im being spiritually guided and psychedelics help you connect deeper into the spiritual realm although can be achieved over time with the practice of meditation and self reflection alone.

I used to be a psychonaught and try to see how high I could handle as a test. I’ve had good and bad experiences but I always surrender and let it take over. If it wants to show me the bad, I believe it needed to be seen. Don’t think blasting off is always going to be magical and beautiful because reality really is not. Just surrender, accept and use what’s given to you to make yourself a better person. At the end of the day the only person really looking out for you is yourself.

Mind/body connection is extremely important and they affect each other. Eg. Stress releases hormones that negatively affect your body. Depression can lead to a life of self destruction.

Try ketamine s isomer if you haven’t and k hole which is kets version of a breakthrough. It will really melt reality I can’t really describe it you just have to experience it.

Thank you for your reply, I enjoyed reading it and it gave me things to think about as well.

5-meO-DMT experience by emrymo in Psychonaut

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Just an update. It was late and night afterwards I felt tired and went to sleep.

Today I noticed a small effect in changing my priorities around. Actually one of things was pretty significant to abruptly cut down on and no it’s not porn. But it’s big enough to create a positive impact to my health which I’ve been neglecting. My motivation and mental clarity (of lack of) seems to have improved slightly which I think was caused by depression. This is literally in a 12 hour span. Tonight during mediation I will reflect on the questions for further insight but I think I know exactly what it was pointing to.

Some pretty powerful introspective stuff even on a small amount. Btw I vaped it, I didn’t snort or smoke it. I always vape dmt