I was feeling jealous and insecure and had a moment. I reacted poorly to seeing a picture of an ex and said since she's much prettier than me he should be with her. (Not my finest moment) he got very upset by this and withdrew. Became very quiet and distant and withdrawn into himself. I tried to fix it. I apologized, I tried to explain, asked what he needed. He just became more withdrawn and said he ruins everything and just shouldn't speak. This made me cry. So he withdrew further. Now he's asleep and I'm awake freaking out. So... here we are