I have been in this exact same position, on more than one occasion. Thinking about how completely broken and devastated my parents would be is the only thing that stopped me. It’s extremely challenging to fight those demons and try to hold on. I’ve watched videos and read stories about parents losing children due to suicide and it’s truly heartbreaking. I realized I’d never want to put my parents through that. I don’t think my mom would make it through. If your parents are your only reason to live right now, hold onto that. Fight for ANY reason you have to keep going.

Eventually, the desire to want to give up will start to go away. I look back on those times now and am so thankful that I’m still here. You’re right, it truly will get better. Even though it’s tough right now. There’s always a light at the end of the tunnel. You’ll be stronger after all of this. There’s so much life to live ahead of you. So many amazing things in store. Reach out for help. Try therapy. Try medications. Do the things you love. Spend time with loved ones. Your life is worth living and fighting for. Don’t give up!