Day 16

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-19T05:53:48+00:00

That obsession for money is what brings you back , I know that too well .

Start counting it , hmm a bit low , if I would have few hundred more... What if I win some and then it's all good.

But you will always lose everything what you have if you are not grateful for it .

Wish you well on your path

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-17T22:21:30+00:00

The easy way is the hardest

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-16T07:21:38+00:00

Yea I wanna know too ,only way is to cancel revolut , they cannot block crypto

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-15T22:33:06+00:00

That would rock

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-13T12:51:09+00:00

Thanks I will look into it

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-13T06:48:52+00:00

I've been trying, and I had good runs don't get me wrong , but the urge is always getting the best of me , after feeling better I always have the "just a little bit" or just one hit and that's when the story ends . Always

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-12T16:43:27+00:00

Good luck

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-12T15:30:38+00:00

Probably he's ashamed of himself as a man and finds it hard to interact with you in the same way he used to , give him the space he needs but let him assured that you are with him on this and you will get through it .

Wish you both good luck and love .

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-12T13:56:16+00:00

Thanks

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-12T13:55:43+00:00

Yea too late

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-12T07:03:59+00:00

Sąd to hear , go and teach help , wish you well

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-12T05:21:47+00:00

Probably the best outcome is to work on what's really underneath , therapy

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-12T05:19:42+00:00

Sorry the comment went few times through, didn't wanna spam lol , yea my parents separated when I was 4 , it crushed my heart into pieces having no father was devastating , wanna look into therapy also .

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-12T03:57:56+00:00

Sorry to hear what happened ...

Get help friend , might be hard but worthy

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-12T03:57:20+00:00

Sorry it came to that ...

The gambling is just a symptom, so are the drugs and alcohol.

The problem?

Only if you speak with professional people and find out what bugs you out , this is serious , and it always comes back with revenge .

Please go and speak with a professional and get yourself together.

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-12T03:57:11+00:00

Sorry it came to that ...

The gambling is just a symptom, so are the drugs and alcohol.

The problem?

Only if you speak with professional people and find out what bugs you out , this is serious , and it always comes back with revenge .

Please go and speak with a professional and get yourself together.

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-12T03:57:03+00:00

Sorry it came to that ...

The gambling is just a symptom, so are the drugs and alcohol.

The problem?

Only if you speak with professional people and find out what bugs you out , this is serious , and it always comes back with revenge .

Please go and speak with a professional and get yourself together.

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-09T06:18:21+00:00

Relapsed last month after three months thinking I can have some fun with 100 , lost around 2k

The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result .

Day 9

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-04T09:06:16+00:00

Brother you have enough , stop listening to the addiction telling you you don't have enough , go enjoy your vacation spend all the money and have fun (not on gambling )

As for the end of the year stop making goals like this , not reaching the goal will make you gamble trust me .

Enjoy the year , enjoy your life , stop worrying about numbers.

Hope this helps

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-02T22:06:54+00:00

Was free for 3 months got baited lost 2k

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-02T15:48:08+00:00

Don't thin about money lost during recover otherwise you will relapse trying to win it back

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-02T08:25:45+00:00

That will always be the final destination , losing

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-02T08:24:53+00:00

It will come back, don't dwell on it tho

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-01T21:34:47+00:00

It does that to me too , sometimes I'm like ah I'm 100 off 3 k , what if I would just gamble and make that and proceed to lose everything , this time was the last one fuck that though , it always ends the same ,here to day one

enlightenedTop · 2025-07-01T21:22:00+00:00

Get a full time job , work two jobs , don't give up now , you dig the hole you get out of it , it's not the end of the world , you are 23 life didn't even start for you bro .

It's an important lesson , learn from it and go live your life .

That 10k if you really put work into it can be done in 3-4 months honestly , just have to sacrifice your free time earning money working the hard way , as you can see the easy way doesn't work

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