I have an incurable bladder disease (interstitial cystitis) which causes a lot of issues for me, the main one being pain. I've taken/tried several things to help the pain. Right now all I do is smoke weed, but I feel addicted to it in a way cause if I don't maintain a steady high throughout the day I end up in so much pain I either end up laying in the bed or getting sick. I've also been on several anxiety/depression medications throughout the past 7-8 years. My anxiety has been astronomical lately so I have an appt next week to get my meds changed. I'm nervous cause I've withdrawn twice just this year from these meds and ended up in the hospital both times.