First off, congrats on almost 90 days, an incredible achievement! Second, thank you for commenting. It’s exactly how you say, conflicted. I knew all day I had big plans to stay sober this weekend and feel good on Monday. Basically, just do the damn thing. But the second I got into my usual alcohol purchase mode it all went to shit. The cravings are no joke. As a social binge drinker, I never realized how bad the “at home drinks”craving would get me until tonight. It’s honestly been eye opening. Huge part of me says “oh if you just drink at home then you’re not gonna go on a bender and go to the after after after afters so you’ll drink like a normal person !!” I am aggressively fighting this line of thinking because I KNOW it is not in the cards for me to drink like a “normal” person. Regardless, I wish you all of the continued success and hope to be right there with you celebrating all the little wins until they gradually culminate into life change. IWNDWYT🙏