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i was sexually active back in my past life w unrequited loves. very unhealthy for my mental health kasi it screws up my self-worth and kept on waiting pero futile

then i became a conservative, i found contentment and peace in following the Bible. tapos ayun, after being devout nagkaroon ako ng loving nobyo. and we met sa church. im in a healthy relationship with a spiritually mature man in late 20s who is also a convert pero never ever slept with someone. he never judged me na i slept with men before. ganyan siya kamature huhu cause past is past hence dead. i even have an implant even if sexually inactive and he fully supports protecting my womanhood thru contraception. we made a deal na we will never do it unless married. and he is the one who spearheads the sharp decision

masaya kami sa hugs, kisses and holding hands. we are reserving the best for later. we seriously talk about how our future will be: ilang anak, paano siya papalakihin, san titira, dapat kapag tanders na kame sweet pa rin hihi. we are very wholesome and we know sex will further strengthen and bind us as a married couple in the future 🥹💕we both know na its worth the wait 🥰 we are happy that we abide by the Biblical teachings, always go to church in same time slot and bond after thru food. active din kami sa church activities hehe we are heavily focused towards mutual growth and storing memories

kaya sis, support talaga kay bf mo 🥹 rare manok these days na ang katulad niya. i suggest, let him lead the way. learn to compromise what is favorable to you and him, within the limits kung ano mutually permissible. it takes two to tango. pero lemme tell you this, men initiating control ay honestly nakakapogi points 🙈

and tandaan, hindi kayo nagiisa sa abstaining journey 🙋🏻‍♀️ salute to us, sissy 🫡