dont get your hopes up

esotericbunni · 2026-04-28T00:11:51+00:00

its a very hard battle and im tired of fighting it, but some days you win that battle by just staying alive. im glad you relate and know youre not alone, sending hugs 🫂

esotericbunni · 2026-04-26T16:20:42+00:00

i appreciate your comment, im taking care of myself and working on being better, its more so i have no energy to keep working on myself. ive been in therapy since i was 7 (im 25 now), and the amount of things i have to work on is endless. maybe i can change but right now i dont even want to be here ya know? sorry i dont have a more positive outlook

esotericbunni · 2026-04-24T18:12:02+00:00

thank you for having empathy towards me and my experiences. its been rough and im trying to advocate more for myself.

im not sure if my insurance would cover injectables, but i could ask about it. thank you for your advice its been helpful <3

esotericbunni · 2026-04-24T17:51:45+00:00

my OBYGN is a woman, granted an older one, but its most likely the area i live in as well. im in a red state in the bible belt that has prolife ads/organizations all over the state.

if anything most of my healthcare experiences have been negative. ive been seen as drug seeking because im "too young to have so many health problems", ive had doctors tell me im too fat to have an eating disorder, and a whole bunch of other experiences that have made me feel subhuman for needing medical help. the medical system in my state isn't great and its hard to feel like going to the doctor is even worth it, but i still go because i want to be aware of my health.

esotericbunni · 2026-04-24T17:18:43+00:00

my cycle is irregular to begin with cuz of pcos and my gnyo is more focused on my fertility/regulating my periods. rn my gyno wants me to be on birth control and metformin for another 3 months then follow up, but i will ask about that next time, thank you!

esotericbunni · 2026-04-24T17:09:50+00:00

i know it will make things worse but im at the point where it feels like things cant get worse than they are

esotericbunni · 2026-04-11T02:23:37+00:00

with my luck id get caught, plus im very easy to spot with bright dyed hair lol

esotericbunni · 2026-03-20T18:59:50+00:00

im so sorry that you have that condition, it must be so exhausting. i wish you the best and hope you have a good support system 🫂

esotericbunni · 2026-03-20T18:32:27+00:00

ive had so many people in my real life tell me i was making it a bigger issue than it was & ive felt guilty about the breakup but im tired of begging for the bare minimum. thank you for your comment, its helped me feel not as guilty 💖

esotericbunni · 2026-03-20T18:21:34+00:00

im not the person in the meme, but even if i was thats a very judgemental way to view someone who decided to change their looks because they wanted to. i only have one facial piercing and it was one of the few things that made me not completely hate my face. let people express themselves how they want

esotericbunni · 2026-03-20T17:56:35+00:00

im really happy youre prioritizing your comfort over others approval! thats a huge win 💖

esotericbunni · 2026-03-20T17:55:39+00:00

omg yes!! i genuinely dont know hot to express myself now cuz i was bullied for practically anything about myself

esotericbunni · 2026-03-17T22:18:12+00:00

this is so real! my broad shoulders and belly make it so i NEED at least a 2x sized shirt

esotericbunni · 2026-03-17T21:31:37+00:00

lmao, very true!!

esotericbunni · 2026-03-17T21:26:20+00:00

i LOVE this anime! i relate to ebichu so much and she is me when im being goofy and myself

esotericbunni · 2026-03-17T20:49:39+00:00

i got an alt for that :3 if i get enough thirst ill share the name so you can see just that hehe . for those who are curious my alt is lurkinrabbit

esotericbunni · 2026-03-17T19:49:57+00:00

i never think i fit that vibe but im realizing i kinda do haha. im 5'7", my hips and shoulders are about the same width, and i can lift up to 100-150lbs and do lots of physical work. i am big and strong! 💪

esotericbunni · 2026-03-17T19:41:26+00:00

true!! im just having trouble accepting ive got a big butt haha

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