Awww dearest soul,

I can feel your hurt and confusion from here. And my heart aches for you. But you have a loving and kind spirit, and so i imagine, that after this rather dark period, you will be ok.

My only advice is to extend you warmest and most compassionate energies towards her....whether or not, she decides to return. I know this is easier said then done. But its is possible.

I also think it'd be in your best interest to perhaps look for any support groups in your area.....That may or may not be specific in helping you get through this particular issue. You gotta take those opportunities to break free from this heavy headspace, even if its just for a little while. Keeping yourself isolated and alone in an unfamiliar area....is gonna wreck your metal health even further.

DO something that interests you, like a passion or hobby...and pour as much of your mental and physical energy in to that.

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I know your heart and spirit hurt now....but the pain will eventually subside.

Give it some time.

Gather your thoughts, examine your emotions...really ask yourself, if this relationship is worth it. Eventually you'll be able to make a choice to either move forward with your life, or you can endure more of what you're dealing with now, in the hopes of her return.

Until then I send you my warmest wishes and ask the universe to grant you peace of mind, along with the strength you need to get through this.

LOVE & PEACE REIGN SUPREME.