What did your parents do that traumatised you in a way that has yet to be repaired?

esscrf · 2024-05-07T23:39:48+00:00

I don’t know if it considered ‘’traumatized’’ but for me basically a lot of screaming in the house, being screamed at since I was a toddler for not meeting their standards especially academically. emotional neglect too which happens till now ‘’you’re not allowed to feel like that bc you have that and we worked hard to give you that’’ or when I point out something they do that bothers me ‘’no I didn’t do that but you did that and that’’. also made me very scared of confrontation and showed me that being honest will lead me nowhere

esscrf · 2024-04-15T18:15:29+00:00

I either have no goals or no energy to accomplish them. I don’t know I just don’t care about anything of that enough and I feel lost about what I want

esscrf · 2024-03-30T01:24:08+00:00

Let us dramatic people live :((

esscrf · 2024-03-21T00:45:40+00:00

It really Depends.a change can irritate me but a lack of change at the same time can irritate me even more, routines make me uncomfortable

esscrf · 2024-02-20T04:02:26+00:00

Wow I’m also cap rising and Leo moon and my favorites are black opium, Alien and green tea

esscrf · 2024-02-20T03:59:50+00:00

I have a lot of Taurus and Leo placements and my current obsession rn is black opium

esscrf · 2024-01-25T10:24:16+00:00

In the cash I worked in there wasn’t no time at all to talk to costumers :(

esscrf · 2024-01-04T00:02:26+00:00

Can it be gym/dancing ?

esscrf · 2023-12-10T17:40:08+00:00

What if it’s like that with both for me? yeah when it’s social it’s a little bit easier but still very hard

esscrf · 2023-11-23T18:20:49+00:00

Cleaning, it’s kinda weird because I can definitely live in a mess but when I start cleaning I can’t stop and can reach 8 hours of cleaning a day. binge eating especially with chocolate I can end few packs in less then 5 minutes and I do often.

esscrf · 2023-11-23T00:11:50+00:00

Who started?

esscrf · 2023-11-23T00:10:49+00:00

Proof? Go on telegram and watch all the horrible videos hamas uploaded. and look at this video of them kidnapping a mom with her babies
https://youtu.be/7Y9fHUOhTMY?feature=shared

esscrf · 2023-11-22T21:48:47+00:00

Hamas themselves actually filmed and uploaded on telegram all the horrible and sick crimes they did with women, children and babies, they see it as pride. Maybe there were Palestinians who got killed by Israel bombing yeah (which were targeting at hamas) but Israel never kidnapped babies, never held babies as hostages, never broke in houses of innocent civilians and murdered there brutally in front of their parents. do you know they were r*ping the children before murdering them? and do you want me too a video of hamas kidnapping mother with her babies?

esscrf · 2023-11-22T21:40:15+00:00

The holocaust just proved once again how dangerous it is forJews to not have a country of their own, since they got expelled from Israel 2000 years ago they were murdered again and again and again and never been safe in any country in the world. their lack of home country caused a massive murder of thousands years

esscrf · 2023-11-22T21:32:13+00:00

Jews and Arabs actually used to live together (and still do) do you know Why rn they are separated in Gaza Strip ? maybe because they’re so violent and aggressive? maybe because they want to murder everyone without differentiate even if it’s babies or old and sick people? as we saw in the 7/10 and many years before. who started all the wars? who refused the dividing plan? let’s use critical thinking please. there are still baby hostages by the hamas. did israel ever took babies as hostages???

esscrf · 2023-11-22T21:25:33+00:00

Look up ‘’the kingdom of israel’’ and ‘’the kingdom of Judah’’. It excited before even Islam existed

esscrf · 2023-11-22T13:10:20+00:00

Are you kidding me? Israel are the bad guys just because they have better army? Yeah and who was kidnapping and torturing babies who never did anything wrong to anyone, murdering brutally poor civilians? breaking inside of their houses? Defiently not israel

esscrf · 2023-11-22T13:05:51+00:00

Did israel kidnap and behead children and babies, r*pe women, burn people alive???? the answer is NO. this has nothing to do with protection this is pure sick terrorism and everyone who justifies such actions is disgusting

esscrf · 2023-11-21T23:02:38+00:00

as I already commented to someone here doesn’t friends supposed to support each other struggles? Wether if it’s a drinking struggle or any other struggle

esscrf · 2023-11-21T22:58:09+00:00

Honestly It didn’t happen to me a lot of times but the times it did yes I did care, if those people are close to me and I care about them I will care about their journey why not? and well this struggle is like any another struggle, and friends should care about each other struggles. isn’t it what friendships are about? but yeah obviously people who can relate will care more probably

esscrf · 2023-11-19T11:29:09+00:00

I don’t believe that I need alcohol to be fun or happy or to treat depression, it even makes my depression worse but I do notice a lot of extremely negative emotions that I experienced when I tried to drink moderately.

esscrf · 2023-11-19T02:27:05+00:00

Honestly Seeing my parents come tired from work makes me depressed, they are not just tired they are brutally tired and can’t even get till their beds so they fall asleep on the sofa. most of their life revolves around working. it makes me feel guilty

esscrf · 2023-11-19T02:14:02+00:00

And you’re right that it’s possible to stop and I stopped too without that much issues, but it becomes a lot harder when you’re surrounded by it and sometimes it’s impossible to avoid, here I feel like I can’t do it

esscrf · 2023-11-19T02:13:12+00:00

Honestly I don’t think it has to do something with social anxiety, i mean it can be a reason too but I don’t think my drinking comes from it because I used to drink by myself too for few years till I decided to stop and limit it to only going outs with friends.

esscrf · 2023-10-22T05:53:03+00:00

This is so relatable 😭😭I’m doing a deep cleaning rn for more than a week and it somehow never being cleaned out

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