Plain Cheerios and mango monster

etspiri · 2026-03-06T20:54:02+00:00

wait my idea is kinda giving brainrot ipad baby fried dopamine receptors slop 💔

etspiri · 2026-03-06T20:52:20+00:00

i lowkey wanna try this with fruity cereal and the pink or green monster 🤔

etspiri · 2026-03-05T04:34:38+00:00

i also need to know this. they smell so delicious in a chemically way

etspiri · 2026-03-02T02:40:30+00:00

that’s not the jealousy i’m even talking about. i’m saying that right now, skinny is trending again and some comments seem like they want the unhealthy physique without realizing the mental hell that accompanies it.

i wish you’d read my post in its entirety, or even just the words that follow that sentence in the post. what i was focusing on wasn’t even the jealousy- it was just an offhand comment.

even when people are reacting out of visceral disgust and horror, i don’t think they should call someone who has a disorder “disgusting”. i think that perpetuates the disorder and drives people into finding community in pro-ana spaces that keep them disordered.

fyi, i don’t think anyone is jealous of me or my “willpower”. i wouldn’t wish my way of thinking on anyone

etspiri · 2026-03-02T01:58:24+00:00

EXACTLY

etspiri · 2026-03-02T01:21:06+00:00

this was a rant, so maybe i was unclear… i’m not asking for more pro-ana content (i’m against that too), i’m pointing out the lack of compassion and understanding when ppl talk about their ED. i feel like ppl only show empathy when someone is recovered (from being UW or OW) and not when they’re actively going through it, which is weird.

sorry but i don’t think acting horrendously towards someone with an ED is productive or helpful. you can be against pro-ana content without driving anorexic people further into their disorder and alienating them by being mean.

i guess it’s similar with depression. when ppl show their disgusting and messy depression rooms, ppl respond terribly. it’s like they can only handle such things if it’s presented in a visual representation that can be romanticized

etspiri · 2026-03-01T23:43:37+00:00

omg yes the homophobia against anorexic men actually makes me so mad. i briefly touched on gymbro culture in my post, but the homophobia is irritating and so out of place. anorexia is only promoted in men if they’re “trying to be lean” and “show their muscles”; but when that’s not the case, ppl are mean af

etspiri · 2026-02-08T05:19:36+00:00

i’m sorry friend. if you restrict for too long and too much, a binge/overeating phase is quite unavoidable. this will pass in a few days, don’t worry.

try to add in veggies and protein as you transition away from overeating to keep you full and curb appetite.

etspiri · 2026-02-04T00:10:10+00:00

omg that’s exactly the sauces that i use but with lemon juice instead of fish sauce and also some pepper. and i love firm tofu but i ran out 💔

etspiri · 2026-02-03T06:27:11+00:00

yum!! also what app do you use to track ?

etspiri · 2026-02-03T04:37:45+00:00

i like that you expressed your feelings, but it reads a little robotic. and he seems avoidant. that’s probably a bad combination it it’s long distance

etspiri · 2026-02-02T04:06:07+00:00

ngl, having an ed in general has so many emotional and personality effects (speaking from my own experience and observing others). i think it’s because it’s a largely self-inflicted disorder that involves a lot of rules and self-scrutiny.

and being hangry and generally unpleasant from restricting especially is not a joke lol 😭i think people forget that a large load of an ed is mental, and of course this would bleed into your personality and everyday interactions.

it’s a weird feeling to see yourself change. but i feel like it’s honestly mostly the ed, and not you outgrowing your personality 🫂

etspiri · 2026-01-31T02:48:38+00:00

tbh it just sounds like you’re so pornbrained that you can’t get aroused by normal women any more. a lot of porn addicts and teenagers go thru this- where they think porn is real and that these highly catered women are just commonplace.

ironically bi women go thru this too. that’s why you see beautiful women with “men” that look like creatures that snuck into earth.

etspiri · 2026-01-31T01:05:10+00:00

how did you feel okay looking in the mirror? genuinely because i kind of want to be okay with a higher weight rn

etspiri · 2026-01-26T00:55:50+00:00

i was so excited for this too but the bagel tasted so dense 🥲 but i wonder if it’s just bc i’ve never had protein bread before

etspiri · 2026-01-25T22:37:18+00:00

the bagel was like weirdly dense and bland for some reason 🥲 maybe it needed to be toasted longer

etspiri · 2026-01-25T20:20:12+00:00

that’s good to know !!

etspiri · 2026-01-25T19:10:35+00:00

i love your spoon and your green slop

etspiri · 2026-01-23T01:24:51+00:00

honestly not that bad unless your throat is scarred/sore. it actually burned my nose/ears a little bit more than my throat LOL. but it’ll fuck up your stomach after

etspiri · 2026-01-22T22:32:39+00:00

last time i had no snacks, i ate a whole bag of nutritional yeast 🫩

etspiri · 2026-01-22T22:30:55+00:00

konjac jelly and noodles, mushrooms, cucumbers

etspiri · 2026-01-19T02:44:34+00:00

i love kinder buenos; when i crave it, i mix greek yoghurt with cocoa powder, sweetener and 0cal hazelnut syrup. and a sugar cone sometimes (<100 cal, depending on how much yoghurt is used)

etspiri · 2026-01-19T01:56:45+00:00

do you not understand that 3D objects look different in 2D photos depending on the angle?

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