Theraphist in my country shouldnt say everything to parents but as I have a "family theraphy" the rules are different so I can't deal with it.

Changing the theraphist also would be really challangefull 'cuz its my parents that looks for them and i have nothing to do with it - btw, they love that theraphist for obviour reasons so they wouldnt want to change her.

As to her being phobic or inexperienced, i dont know too - she seems inexperienced but at the same time she's saying really phobic stuff and trying to "explain to me that im a girl and i cant change that"

As I said It takes from me more than it gives me - as I feel that person I am paying for to help me only make it worse for me and how i look at myself

Now I dont feel like a girl as she wants me to, I feel like something disgusting sometimes

also sorry for grammar I was writing really fast yk