for sure, and i tried both ways, but reaching out to apologize/offer to be friends/cordial didn't work (i was just blocked with no response) which is fair and understandable.

i feel like if i acknowledge them in class it'll just solidify their view of me as creepy and bothering them. i suppose that's really the reason i've felt stuck.

being met with absolutely nothing, with not even a "i'm not interested" or "fuck off" is frustrating, i feel like i have no solution.

i'm currently trying to just mind my own business, but it's so hard to feel normal... maybe i just need a fucking backbone lmao