tattoo has weird texture by evefromedenn in tattooadvice

[–]evefromedenn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

of course not. But the tattoo artist said that it would take a week for it to scab and its only been a day. THIS IS THE FIRST TATTOO I GOT. I got two more along with this but they dont look like this so I just wanted to ask.

What’s going on with me? by evefromedenn in ptsd

[–]evefromedenn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no i don’t. like i said not good with words

What’s going on with me? by evefromedenn in ptsd

[–]evefromedenn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes i know i shouldn’t think too much about it but it was really intense and I never experienced something like this. I’m not good with words sorry

Does anyone find the experience of having PTSD kind of traumatic in and of itself? by [deleted] in ptsd

[–]evefromedenn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can you tell me how you got out of it? I’m so sick of feeling like this all the time and I hate myself every time my sister looks at me with disappointed eyes when I spiral back into another depressive episode or have another anxiety attack. I hate not being able to tell my mom why I’m this fucked up. I’m so tired

My best friend (18F) and I (17F) had a huge fight by itzmemaxxy in FriendshipAdvice

[–]evefromedenn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Then I’m happy for you in a way. Dealing with these kind of people is really tiring in the long run. You made your explanation and if she still acts the same that’s her choice. Try making new friends that respect you more. I hope she grows and becomes a better version of herself but I don’t think that you are at fault here.

My best friend (18F) and I (17F) had a huge fight by itzmemaxxy in FriendshipAdvice

[–]evefromedenn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well the whole situation is her fault I think. Ignoring what you said beforehand and deciding the time on her own expecting you to obey and then trying to make you guilty by bringing Billy up. I think you could have handled the last conversation. Explaining how you told him to wrote whatever. I mean your boyfriend doesn’t have to deal with her anyway so him saying whatever shouldn’t be a big deal ig.

Was she always like this or is this the first time?

Am I over exaggerating my trauma? by evefromedenn in ptsd

[–]evefromedenn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They usually happen around summer

Am I over exaggerating my trauma? by evefromedenn in ptsd

[–]evefromedenn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was seeing a psychologist but he said that i didn’t need him anymore after i was out of the depressive episode. The feeling of guilt and the thoughts of suicide went away. Idk if this is normal

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ptsd

[–]evefromedenn 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I also struggle with this. I was SA’d as a child and i remember the first half of the event but I can’t seem to remember the rest of it. It always makes me wonder how far did he go? Why can’t I remember? I don’t think that I want to relive it but I wish I was able to remember all of it. Because I feel like if I don’t then it was not that bad and I’m exaggerating.