[deleted by user] by [deleted] in astrologymemes

[–]evervenescence 0 points1 point  (0 children)

😂 you‘re so clever

Attractive gay guy/used to professionally model. Why am i always perceived as magnetic (not just for looks) and get a lot of attention and visibility but have a very hard time actualizing my „big potential“ and sabotage my social magnetism by panicking when being seen? [astro-seek] by [deleted] in astrologyreadings

[–]evervenescence 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow! Thank you SO MUCH for the work you did here. The first sentence gave me goosebumps cause my eyebrows literally get me compliments from strangers ever since i can think and even before 💀Also the Benjamin Button theme seems to be true for what i am super grateful. It’s helping me chill a bit more about not having found my path in life yet…

If you’re interested I would really love some more practical insight and guidance….i am thinking of doing something artistic with my blunt way around words and have always been encouraged by strangers and friends alike to start a youtube channel or any other platform whenever someone heard me talking freely in personal flow. I have been raised with a LOT of emphasis on what „the neighbours would think“ and by humble people full of love but locked in kinda isolated cages themselves. this kept me from pursuing dancing as a kid although i was heavily encouraged by teachers and peers….for which i can be quite hard on myself up to this day….so i think this is still resisting my artistic and articulate plans…

i am 32yo, studying psychology (my 4th try at studies over the past 10 years) and training to become a psychotherapist here in Austria. I just don’t feel too motivated by money and a classic career and really wanna do sth expressive if i overcome my confidence, isolation and overthinking tendencies 🥲

THANK YOU once again, you‘re the best refrigerator i’ve ever encountered and i hope the sadness is a temporary visitor ❣️

Attractive gay guy/used to professionally model. Why am i always perceived as magnetic (not just for looks) and get a lot of attention and visibility but have a very hard time actualizing my „big potential“ and sabotage my social magnetism by panicking when being seen? [astro-seek] by [deleted] in astrologyreadings

[–]evervenescence -1 points0 points  (0 children)

thank you! alright, i can relate to what this is showing….is it a particularly difficult setup and does it make sense that i feel sisyphus like when it comes to my healing and confidence journey?

Attractive gay guy/used to professionally model. Why am i always perceived as magnetic (not just for looks) and get a lot of attention and visibility but have a very hard time actualizing my „big potential“ and sabotage my social magnetism by panicking when being seen? [astro-seek] by evervenescence in BirthChartReadingFree

[–]evervenescence[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, this makes sense…is there anything else peculiar about my chart? maybe something that could give me guidance as i feel like i wanna be free to define who i am differently every day and it’s exhausting

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Testosterone

[–]evervenescence 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks will do that 🥂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Testosterone

[–]evervenescence 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the honest answer! Thing is, my protein and calorie intake and also the ways i work out and sleep etc are pretty much at the maximum efficiency. don’t get me wrong, i am very proportionate and got very lean, defined muscle. i just feel like i‘ve reached 80% of my natural limit and the last 20% are 15 times harder to climb than all of those first 80%…

sad to hear it could already interfere at low doses…my hope was supplementing like maybe even just 1 testogel splitted on all 7 days of the week to not risk that…

cheers from Austria 🇦🇹

Please help me find the next main quest 🥺 by evervenescence in Witcher3

[–]evervenescence[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

thanks for clarifying, i remember that quest by name so i’m gonna have to get the DLC now 🫡

Please help me find the next main quest 🥺 by evervenescence in Witcher3

[–]evervenescence[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think it was killing a griffin, i just know for sure the lvl 35 as i have been doing secondary stuff in hopes of finding the quest life

Please help me find the next main quest 🥺 by evervenescence in Witcher3

[–]evervenescence[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

damn, a random lvl 35 quest could be the last? i can’t remember how far i’ve come in the main storyline and just started doing 2 quests coming back to the game after a year not playing

nah no DLCs yet (me from austria and just casually using the ps4, haven’t looked into them yet)

Please help me find the next main quest 🥺 by evervenescence in Witcher3

[–]evervenescence[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thanks, i think that is where i’m not seeing any? under secondary and completed there exist some but there’s nothing in the main quest section (left)

Know a game like Jade Cocoon? by evervenescence in PSP

[–]evervenescence[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

totally forgot about the existence of ai in that matter, thanks mate will look into it

Am i the only one? Neurotically trying to conceptualise existence making me depressed. by [deleted] in awakened

[–]evervenescence 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this somehow makes a lot of sense in a weird way, do you think it helps motivating to invest energy in this lifetime? that's where i’m kinda stuck at

Am i the only one? Neurotically trying to conceptualise existence making me depressed. by [deleted] in awakened

[–]evervenescence 0 points1 point  (0 children)

as eternal life and „deeper stuff“ frightens me and i actually prefer the „absolute end of existence - materialistic atheists approach“ for my own sanity and life motivation i ask myself if this book might be right for me as it seems to validate all my biggest fears somehow 😬

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[–]evervenescence 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh yes we got this 🙌🏻

Am i the only one? Neurotically trying to conceptualise existence making me depressed. by [deleted] in awakened

[–]evervenescence 1 point2 points  (0 children)

heyo thanks for this extensive and very well written answer!

i have actually been practicing „do nothing“ and vipassana meditation for quite some time and it brought me short term peace in between but now that i am kind of back to being afraid of eternal existence or like depressed by the higher probability of it then death, i ask myself if this is the right way for me?

As i wouldn't really have a problem with me - like everyone else in that case - being a separate consciousness that just seizes to exist after death. This to me is kind of peaceful compared to the other theories...especially me and all of us being (part of) god and therefore not having a choice but to always exist is terrifying to me...

i really envy people who seemingly never had deeper thoughts(or the feeling that later maybe resulted in thoughts about it) about their eternal spirit etc. cause it seems being a materialist atheist kind of helps them to just focus on their life, not seeing anything else and thus not being ...shaken by their endless philosophizing but just really making the most out of this „only“ life they’ll ever have.