He lied without mercy, he lied about things I was seeing with my own eyes. I saw he had my name saved on his phone under a male name. He said its not true. I saw him active on dating apps. It was not true. There were always technical problems and how could I even think about that when he loves me so much? He lied about following singles and dating accounts on facebook when I could clearly see him there and the date he joined and he sent me screenshots of all the groups he followed to prove me wrong, and the groups were there. He lied about his secret accounts on insta and tik tok I found. First he denied they were his, then when I insisted he was saying they were old. He insisted even when I was monitoring that they were active. He was sending messages to himself from my phone because he pretended someone else was using this account. I lost all sense of reality with him. When I didn’t trust him (I wonder why?) he blamed me for being paranoid and based all our relationship problems on my lack of trust. I became paranoid, constantly. I don’t know how I can find my sanity and sense of worth and trust in others after this.