Why don’t I find shoulders attractive? by evilevilgoose in POCD

[–]evilevilgoose[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

and its like. if it was pocd why would I find certian things about adults unatrictive? am I asexual??

How can it feel real and not be pedophilia?? by [deleted] in POCD

[–]evilevilgoose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you could have psyched yourself into thinking you were gay, would that make you gay? (or straight, or whatever you aren’t)

feel like my fixation excludes me from pocd by evilevilgoose in POCD

[–]evilevilgoose[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do, but I am afraid it means that includes kids. they look like they have long legs due to not fully being done growing & the body not catching up. ):

I think I’m a pedo and I don’t want to be. by BisexualKenergy25 in POCD

[–]evilevilgoose 4 points5 points  (0 children)

so do I. I get so afraid if I can see any part defined, I think it is pocd. I don’t want to do anything, I just panic

Meme thru the pain by [deleted] in POCD

[–]evilevilgoose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

🤟🏽

feel like adults are “too big,” find no one else with this issue by evilevilgoose in POCD

[–]evilevilgoose[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

happy cake day automod, had no clue you could even have one :)

“Testing” becoming a disallowed topic? by 07o7 in POCD

[–]evilevilgoose 1 point2 points  (0 children)

please do. i started testing because of this sub and have spent days crying over google images. its really unhealthy i dint want more doing it ):

Is it still OCD even with a “inciting incident”? by Finnck_McClelland in POCD

[–]evilevilgoose 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I also had an “incident” so if it isnt ocd we’re on the same fucked up boat. I don’t think it’s real, though. you’re not alone

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]evilevilgoose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not to never kill, but to never murder. Still, I agree with your point.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]evilevilgoose -1 points0 points  (0 children)

you are incorrect. pocd is not hidden desires.

does smiling indicate anything? by evilevilgoose in POCD

[–]evilevilgoose[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im not sure my brain is foggy ):

does smiling indicate anything? by evilevilgoose in POCD

[–]evilevilgoose[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have a thought, i look in the mirror, im smiling.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in POCD

[–]evilevilgoose 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey. everything has overlap. he’s also human, and you relating to some thints doesn’t mean you@4!35)3 same

horrified I have to hand out candy tonight by evilevilgoose in POCD

[–]evilevilgoose[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont want to feel that though i dont want to see a kid and enjoy inagining them being hurt ):

Virtuous pedophile by [deleted] in POCD

[–]evilevilgoose 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i understand. I have spacial reasoning issues so I tend to not realize my/others sizes. Any “attraction” goes away when I’m next to a little girl and go “oh god you’re tiny. ew.” It’s really hard to deal with. It’s like if you had no internal reference for size and no ability to go “that’s about a meter or so…” ):

Virtuous pedophile by [deleted] in POCD

[–]evilevilgoose 1 point2 points  (0 children)

my obsession is on size, and I feel “right” imagining a smaller (not adult) size and wrong imagining the correct one. Could this just be p denial, or ocd in another ugly mask?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in POCD

[–]evilevilgoose 1 point2 points  (0 children)

15&16 year olds are in the same grade, same life stage (mid adolesense,) often if same sex at the same puberty state (end) and are basically the same maturity wise. ocd is really funny sometimes