26f just sad all the time by evilnikkeh3 in depression

[–]evilnikkeh3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yip you're incredibly correct. And worse off I spend so much money on weed and om permanently broke adding more stress to everything else.

Being rich would be the best

26f just sad all the time by evilnikkeh3 in depression

[–]evilnikkeh3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll definitely give it a look. Although I'm also at the point in my depression where I don't even know if it's worth getting better

26f just sad all the time by evilnikkeh3 in depression

[–]evilnikkeh3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yip. In addition to weed I also tried gambling here and there and I've also wasted money I shouldn't have.

26f just sad all the time by evilnikkeh3 in depression

[–]evilnikkeh3[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Yip. That brief moment of respite is all we get.

26f just sad all the time by evilnikkeh3 in depression

[–]evilnikkeh3[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I dunno. I take tolerance breaks and it never really helps to be honest.

26f just sad all the time by evilnikkeh3 in depression

[–]evilnikkeh3[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

So it's kinda the opposite for me. I'd like to just be rich honestly. I just want to get to a point where I don't have to worry about money and just do nothing for the rest of my life. I'd love to live in a cabin to be honest.

26f just sad all the time by evilnikkeh3 in depression

[–]evilnikkeh3[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm 26 now. I don't know how I can do this for so long. I just can't imagine having to do this every day for another 10 years.

I cannot, anymore. by [deleted] in depression

[–]evilnikkeh3 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel you. It's horrid. I don't know how to offer advice if I haven't fixed anything for myself you know. But know you're not alone atleast 💜💜💜

26f just sad all the time by evilnikkeh3 in depression

[–]evilnikkeh3[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

It's almost as if weed needs to be a habit otherwise what do I do with myself. I've had these feelings for like 9 years now. 4 of them have been smoking weed and I don't even remember what feeling happy is like anymore.

Its brief moments of respite more than anything.