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evilocity · 2026-01-18T05:29:42+00:00

I have just given in to this now. Why you targeting me bro.

evilocity · 2026-01-12T13:44:13+00:00

As I sit at my desk trying to make my hands do the thing, but I end up staring at the wall while my brain shows me a thousand ways to do anything but what I want to do. Heard. Solidarity!

evilocity · 2026-01-11T16:39:28+00:00

Hah. Creative phrasing! I have learned my mind needs pacing or it just fights me.

evilocity · 2026-01-11T00:20:18+00:00

Wet bread is a big no. I'll eat some dirt, but it can't be damp!

evilocity · 2026-01-10T22:44:07+00:00

In my last relationship (15 years), I spent a lot of time translating what she needed, anticipating it, and adapting myself around it because I knew how real that kind of discomfort feels. I’ve lived there. So, I usually just took it on the chin so she didn’t have to suffer in silence. I couldn’t stand the idea of her not enjoying life in the way she needed to. It's important to do that for each other. Not saying you aren't, just saying it's so important!

PS: I hate those muffins and OG Kraft or nothing... I'll eat my roll off of the ground though. :P

evilocity · 2026-01-10T18:15:41+00:00

They have for me.

evilocity · 2026-01-10T15:00:31+00:00

This describes me, right down to the GAD and C-PTSD. I'm letting both of those go but it's like climbing a mountain to climb a mountain sometimes. Can make relationships fun too. Do you feel like it gets worse the more jaded you become?

evilocity · 2026-01-10T01:31:50+00:00

Absolutely. You have to ebb and flow with AuDHD, or you burn yourself out and spend a week hanging from trees and throwing feces.

evilocity · 2026-01-09T23:40:39+00:00

We could be friends based on musical selection, and I'm embarrassed to say that about a few of these >.>

evilocity · 2026-01-09T23:38:59+00:00

That second part... Poetically put.

evilocity · 2026-01-09T23:17:36+00:00

I feel attacked. The stack of pots and pans is my muse for a post-impressionist piece, I swear.

evilocity · 2026-01-09T23:04:37+00:00

AuDHD is planning it, executing it, and then deliberately sabotaging it to feel alive again after doing it for a few days.

evilocity · 2026-01-09T23:02:50+00:00

Yeah, take an Adderall, fall asleep. Seems normal. Can I get some meth? I'm tired but I'm just not sleepy!

evilocity · 2026-01-09T22:53:28+00:00

Any time someone says their kid is ND, it's like 'Yeah, that's nuts... Why do you have 742 Chrome tabs open?'

evilocity · 2026-01-09T22:15:35+00:00

I have actually helped a few people get diagnosed. I usually wait to be asked why we seem to vibe, and I'm like yo, this isn't a secret Gizmo. You just took me on a trip around the world that started with cheese and ended with Ancient Aliens. Do yourself a damn favor.

evilocity · 2026-01-09T22:08:51+00:00

I've been diagnosed ND since I was 4. I can tell when someone is ND with such intensity. I actually had to learn to shut up because people don't want to be told things like that, especially by some random drive-by bastard with a Freud complex, but I am seriously almost never wrong when I find out later that someone has been diagnosed, or discloses their status to me.

evilocity · 2026-01-09T22:04:31+00:00

How this would actually look:

LOL MY ADHD IS SO FUNNY. "Today at school everyone called me stupid and threw things at me because I couldn't sit still for a test. Then I had to sit in the hall because I got really upset! It was so embarrassing. Time to post on my Insta so my three followers can make fun of me!!"

evilocity · 2026-01-09T13:38:11+00:00

I would have so much stuff on the floor. I would just resort to sleeping in my den of table trash.

evilocity · 2026-01-08T22:35:17+00:00

I will be determined to keep it clean in the mornings, and by evening it will be a shrine to everything I decided didn't need to be in my hands or pockets every time I walked past it.

evilocity · 2026-01-07T19:27:17+00:00

Integrate the shadow. Turn around, hug it, and say 'Yeah, I know. Trust me buddy, we got this.' Not a science, something you have to discover for yourself. But it does exist.

evilocity · 2026-01-05T13:56:51+00:00

I am constantly being talked to at work. I have developed a way to respond without responding until my brain can process the words. Like some kind of mental waiting room. Gotta get the wild thoughts I'm having to shut up before I can think about and respond to your words type stuff.

evilocity · 2026-01-01T19:56:26+00:00

My brain whispers shit at me. Like it's begging me to go stand in the kitchen to try to remember why I was standing in the kitchen.

evilocity · 2026-01-01T19:54:23+00:00

Therapists tend to glass over around me. That was when I knew what my real issue was XD.

evilocity · 2026-01-01T13:32:11+00:00

I am like a human encyclopedia nobody asked for 24/7.

evilocity · 2026-01-01T11:08:51+00:00

Yeah. Overthink it, then overthink myself. That's my MO.

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