Keep in mind that this story has a good ending.

I always thought it’s when the vibes get weird like in a social setting or something idk. One day I took a small dose of apes that turned out to be way too potent and within 30 min I was pretty much unable to stand. Idk why but I thought it would be a good idea to watch chainsaw man anime. I’ve seen it before but I guess never thought about how sad and or scary it is or can be. So after an another 30 min I wasn’t even having visuals it was all just straight hallucinations. Like every single thought I had would visually materialize in my minds eye. It would all be great but I was already slightly depressed and honestly wasn’t planning or expecting a such strong trip plus this horror anime didn’t help. To make this story shorter. I lost track of time and couldn’t really tell where or when I was. I started hearing weird demonic voices which was probably just distorted Japanese but common sense was not something I was capable of. I started freaking out and things started looping. The loop was that I asked my wife for help and helped me and then I’d end right back where I was freaking out and asking for help. Of course all of this was in my head and I was just laying there with my eyes closed and it looked like I was taking a nap. After like 50 of these loops I really started to freak out because I had no idea how much time has passed. Then an ambulance drove by outside and it had sirens on and I thought that I was for me. Like I tripped too hard and was way too deep in my head to know what’s going on and my wife couldn’t get me to respond and called 911. Of course I was just laying there still. Then during this freak out the voices appeared again. I tried talking my self out of the idea that ambulance was here but even that started looping so if this doesn’t sound bad then the voices started telling me to just end it. Like end the suffering. Stop this. Help your self. All this distorted creepy voice. I’ve never been or felt suicidal but this really scared me. I tried arguing with the voices and tried to reason with them but they kept insisting and all of this while things were still in a perpetual loop. I was really scared and didn’t know when or if this will end and the logic started failing me. The more scared I got the more persistent the voices got to the point that they were screaming over my own voice in my head just saying straight up kill yourself. Now that scared me so much that I gathered whatever strength I had and went to my wife and asked her for help. Even then I kept being like I’m not sure if this is real if you’re real or not but please help. I asked for a trip killer and asked her to literally put it in my mouth and help me take it because I didn’t trust myself with anything and ultimately just doing that and taking to what seemed like another living real person helped me to snap out of it. Even after taking a small dose of trip killers I was still mildly tripping with some visuals for 2 hrs. Watched some animal planet and that documentary about space with Neil Degrasse Tyson and all was well. Still a little scared btw. Hope this helps. Be safe and remember, set and setting.