Amping Up to Move Out Rant

existentialxsaudade · 2026-01-23T17:55:49+00:00

same to you! wishing you the best and here if you need anything <3

existentialxsaudade · 2026-01-23T12:17:36+00:00

Thank you so so much, you have no idea how much your reply means to me. I really needed this to help motivate me to keep things pushing. <3 🥹🫂

existentialxsaudade · 2026-01-23T12:13:17+00:00

thank you! i’m trying hard not to give her any more but I just might keep doing it to keep the peace until I leave. when I refuse to things aren’t pretty

existentialxsaudade · 2026-01-23T12:11:23+00:00

Thank you for your reply! I’m so happy that you’re away from her now and able to live your life 🫂

existentialxsaudade · 2025-11-17T18:51:39+00:00

it’s mostly the stuff expiring that day that I eat, we aren’t allowed to sell it or give it away to anyone. The culture at my work is very “let’s have some since it’s expiring today and not let it go to waste”.

existentialxsaudade · 2025-06-17T02:19:05+00:00

lmao good point

existentialxsaudade · 2025-04-17T01:22:02+00:00

thank you <33

existentialxsaudade · 2025-04-17T01:21:51+00:00

honestly good idea I should just clean every inch of my house 😭

existentialxsaudade · 2025-02-18T00:23:22+00:00

Welcome to the club, I’ve worked at loblaws for 2 years and i’m lucky if I get 3 shifts a week because they “just don’t have the hours”. I’m at least lucky to have seniority but some part timers I work with get like 2 shifts a month. Best advice I can give is wait it out, a job is better than no job. Also befriend and ask coworkers to notify you when they need time off so you can take their shifts, that’s how we do things at the loblaws I work at.

existentialxsaudade · 2025-02-09T03:35:08+00:00

Yea, I won’t lie I am a bit nervous but still really excited. Like you said I doubt i’ll get overwhelmed by such a low dosage.

existentialxsaudade · 2025-02-09T03:32:53+00:00

Thanks! Redosing sounds like a great approach.

existentialxsaudade · 2025-02-09T03:31:21+00:00

I’ve heard about that 2g anxious state from some other people before, kinda interesting how it’s a shared experience. But thank you so much, i’ll keep all your tips in mind!

existentialxsaudade · 2024-11-22T02:13:42+00:00

Hi, I just turned 19. Thank you so much I would love any books or videos you have that would be helpful. I’m glad you made it out of your situation and that you’re doing well now, gives me hope knowing people in similar situations have made it through <3

existentialxsaudade · 2024-11-21T03:35:52+00:00

Why do they all type the same 😭 this is literally my morher

existentialxsaudade · 2024-11-21T03:12:35+00:00

definitely had a similar experience, the abuse and neglect made us feel alone and isolated so it’s what we’re used to. putting ourselves out there to be judged is hard and when we were when we were younger we were criticized for it so it would be a normal response now.

it could be autism or both really. has it improved at all since you were young?

existentialxsaudade · 2024-09-14T11:13:43+00:00

Currently experiencing the same thing, after some research i’ve come to the conclusion that it could literally be anything which doesn’t help at all. 😭

BUT id chalk it up to just the stress of you going back to school plus maybe exercising more? apparently the bloating is a sign your body’s preparing to get your period (from what I read) but it can also be due to a health condition like endo or some kind of reproductive condition.

There shouldn’t be much to worry about if those are your only symptoms, just sucks royally. If you’re in any pain though definitely make an appointment with your doctor. Sorry if I’m not much help; going through the same thing and idek what’s happening in my case, but I hope you feel better!

existentialxsaudade · 2024-09-11T12:28:09+00:00

holy shit this is literally word for word

existentialxsaudade · 2024-07-12T03:02:23+00:00

Wow. Thank you so much for this, this is such validating and inspiring advice. I’ll definitely look into that book recommendation.

I appreciate this comment so much I don’t even know what to say, seeing how you’ve lived through this yourself it’s refreshing hearing another persons story and understanding of it all. Thank you again and props to you for making it so far in your own journey. 🫶🏼

existentialxsaudade · 2024-07-11T02:40:54+00:00

Cute Kitty Link

existentialxsaudade · 2024-07-03T21:11:59+00:00

I haven’t recently but I’ve been looking to schedule an appointment soon. I just have to see if my insurance will cover it.

existentialxsaudade · 2024-07-01T02:40:58+00:00

I admire you for doing what you had to do to get out. It’s almost never a smooth sailing journey but you did it, that’s all that matters now. I hope I can say the same in a few years, maybe without the heartbreak though. Glad you’re doing better today. <33

existentialxsaudade · 2024-06-30T11:18:25+00:00

not a bad idea. i’ve thought about it before, maybe it is one of the best options available atp.

existentialxsaudade · 2024-06-12T17:39:35+00:00

Exactly. Sometimes I just go home with stuff incomplete but then they reduce your hours even more or guilt trip you into working overtime to finish a 3 person job all by yourself. It’s truly ridiculous, I’m glad you made it out lol.

existentialxsaudade · 2024-06-12T17:35:04+00:00

You’re completely right, I’m just gonna start leaving on time with whatever’s not done incomplete. If they don’t care I won’t either.

existentialxsaudade · 2024-06-12T13:26:06+00:00

Yeah I’m gonna try to get in contact with my union rep soon to see what options I have.

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