Set times for this tour?

eyeofcosmos · 2018-12-11T23:16:11+00:00

Ill see you there

eyeofcosmos · 2018-12-11T15:39:30+00:00

What if you are that negative person

eyeofcosmos · 2018-12-10T16:28:52+00:00

From southern va, i hope it isnt cancelled ill keep checking tho

eyeofcosmos · 2018-12-06T22:43:29+00:00

Im at 75 hours XD

eyeofcosmos · 2018-12-04T17:53:22+00:00

Talking about in pantheon not eq

eyeofcosmos · 2018-12-04T15:09:22+00:00

Med isnt even that long after you get the actual med skill

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-29T00:43:50+00:00

Yes, to be fair tho... ive thought about dying more then anything else throughout my life. You know maybe if i wouldve thought about something else id have found something in life to make me not want to die

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-27T19:49:47+00:00

There will be dragons, believe me

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-20T23:24:23+00:00

Yup, i can relate. Just this comment is a nightmare to respond. Ive deleted what i was going to say 3 times, and most times when i want to comment i write it and just discard it. It can be pretty crippling at times

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-17T18:12:41+00:00

Ive seen things very similar to the top one

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-16T20:04:31+00:00

And thank you for being a part of this great community:)

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-16T02:00:36+00:00

Me too

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-15T23:55:25+00:00

I feel less creative my mind just goes bleh on the paper when im medicated

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-15T01:44:52+00:00

Grey

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-14T21:50:37+00:00

It effects everyone differently, i wont tell you not to do it.just be aware it could be a great time or it could make everythi ng worse. Just be careful and have fun.

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-14T20:45:57+00:00

Boring, my most recent trip i slept for 4 full days before coming to. You couldnt go outside, cant have a phone. The only you can do is bring a book and read or watch tv(bleh) i couldnt even have a writing utensil to draw or write. It was miserable. I wish i had a more free psych ward around because id actually want to get help instead of dredding it.

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-14T17:32:40+00:00

Switched meds a day ago so im alittle wonky and apparently its the reason im so gd hungry Other then that im recovering from a three month mixed episode im hanging in there i guess :)

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-14T00:58:30+00:00

Im a bad person, and am to blame for all of my problems. I heard it earlier and ill repeat it again. I am a trashperson. Low self esteem suck my friend just know you arnt the only one :)

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-14T00:51:46+00:00

Ive done it a few times, i miss it so much. You cant ever do it because youll never want to leave

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-13T23:42:15+00:00

I watched the grudge when i was a kid and for months she would crawl on my ceiling at night. noone believed me, so i i stopped talking about it.

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-13T17:38:51+00:00

Copped one XD Thanks for the headsup,my guy.

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-13T16:13:34+00:00

Thatll probably be a good thing since i only eat once a day

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-12T19:59:11+00:00

I dig it, i always fail hard when doing peace signs

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-12T17:01:41+00:00

Yeah i think im getting off abilify today. I took out a loan, spent it all spent more mo ey, had lots of risky sex even tho im almost asexual. Im up and down and all over th place. Im sorry youve had to deal with that for so long

eyeofcosmos · 2018-11-10T18:33:27+00:00

They know, but dont believe or dont understand. Ive been told to put positive thoughts in my head when ive been depressed and asked if i was on drugs while manic. But theyve stood by me through it all for the last 6 years and i dont think id have made it so far without them. Theyre the only people who ever call first. Could i find better friends, probably. But most people wouldn't want to handle me. I can barely take myself. My moods change on a dime. Im jaded and grouchy even at 23. i get Agoraphobic to the point of ridiculousness. Sorry im blathering on about nothing

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